28/09/09 Here we are cruising through life and everything appears to be fine but you’re looking forward to making some adjustments to your life style to suit your personal comfort zones.
Then out of the blue is a phone call that rocks you to the core.
Someone you love is going through a massive karma adjustment and they are asking you for help. To help means you need to let go of your own comfort zone and give to the loved one all the support you can.
The test is huge on the surface of it all, without going into the details of why.
At first the emotional body reacts and blows everything skew ball. It is here that doing our spiritual exercises bring everything back onto the same page.
The question is about how much of what you have are you will to give up to help another? With much soul searching I decided to let go of my so called security blanket and give it to my loved one.
While this huge wind of change was swirling around us my inner worlds were showing me some of what was going on with the loved one. Because of what I was able to see on the inner I was able to create a place of calm within the storm for myself out here.
I saw what was happening to the loved one on the inner and then I saw what was changing for myself on the inner. With life showing its self to me I knew that this was a test of my ability and willingness to let go and to do so without holding any form of control over the other person or what I was prepared to give up for their well being.
On the inner:
I was staying at a luxury hotel; another person and I had just given a talk to a group of ladies that belong to a group called, The Women's Division.
Out here this group was set up many years ago to help farming women during times of hardship and need. They would offer to help in any way possible.
On the way to the event room I found myself among a group of people being shown around this huge hotel. There were so many levels to this building. We were being shown around when we walked past this other stair way that branched off from the centre hallway. I decided along with some others to take a look up the stairs. Upstairs we found an empty room. The tour guided asked us to please come down as the only people allowed in that room, were from the House of Lords. (I took this to be Lords of Karma)
After my talk the ladies provided a lovely spread of homemade food. They were good at giving.
I went back into the larger presentation room and this women's division lady said out loud, "She hasn't seen the gifts in front of her" (Her being me) At this point I was able to see a glass shelf like unit filled with wonderful gifts. The glass sparkled with light.
The lady then went on to say and don't forget the Christmas tree behind you.
I turned to my right and sure enough there was a live Christmas tree covered in colourful sparklingly lights.
When I woke up I realised what was going on and why. And later that morning my loved one rung and said they were going to try to work it all out and this meant they didn't need my help only my love and ongoing ear to listen.
In a matter of moments everything changed I had been taken to the edge of my willingness to give up most of what I had to help a loved one, only to find that it wasn't needed after all.
So what is life teachings us?
We will at some point of the journey be taken to the core of our fears be it money, relationships or whatever. Sometimes the test does not need to go full circle because we have come to an agreement and that was what the test was all about. In other words we learnt all we needed to about ourselves to take and accept the test as a gift of love.
Loving HU
Tryphena
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Woken From a Social Slumber
23/07/09
It was a test of seeing beyond the surface to realize the beauty within another. To see the beauty within another is to realize the beauty hidden within ourselves.
"I am a servant of none and yet serve all."
These words came to me after waking my body from its night of slumber. It had been a wonderful night that was once again filled with adventure and lessons yet to master.
I became fully aware that I was with a group of people; a man within this group appeared to be very wealthy. Other women tried in vain to capture this man's attention, they fussed around him like butterflies in the wind but he wasn't having a bar of it.
I looked towards the man and watched as he spoke with others; his face appeared red, like he had a skin condition of some kind. His skin could have been very off putting.
Yet the women still flocked to him because of his status in life.
As the man spoke something in me changed and as my thoughts about this man altered so did his outer appearance.
I could now see the hidden beauty within the image of man. The surface image changed and I with it.
Now his skin glowed with a radiant light but there was still an air of arrogance about the man. I wanted to know more. He ate among us using all the skills of a person who was use to presenting well in the social circles of those born into an upper class.
He finished his plate and held it out for other's to take away. But none came forward so I took the plate from him and cleaned it in the kitchen to ensure it was correctly cleaned.
(Removing what lies on the surface to reveal the hidden beauty.)
The food was hard to remove from his plate so I said to others around me to take ones time to ensure all the dishes were thoroughly cleaned.
Once the plate was clean enough I placed it in this strange looking dishwasher and headed back to where the others were still sitting.
The noble or wealthy man turned towards me and asked me if I wanted to walk with him in the garden. I agreed and left the room with him. The night’s chilly air surrounded us like a cloak of consciousness, so he removed his jacket and gently placed it around my shoulders as we walked into the moonlight.
My body stirs out here; calling me back here I am once more to record my inner journey.
Loving HU is Singing HU
It was a test of seeing beyond the surface to realize the beauty within another. To see the beauty within another is to realize the beauty hidden within ourselves.
"I am a servant of none and yet serve all."
These words came to me after waking my body from its night of slumber. It had been a wonderful night that was once again filled with adventure and lessons yet to master.
I became fully aware that I was with a group of people; a man within this group appeared to be very wealthy. Other women tried in vain to capture this man's attention, they fussed around him like butterflies in the wind but he wasn't having a bar of it.
I looked towards the man and watched as he spoke with others; his face appeared red, like he had a skin condition of some kind. His skin could have been very off putting.
Yet the women still flocked to him because of his status in life.
As the man spoke something in me changed and as my thoughts about this man altered so did his outer appearance.
I could now see the hidden beauty within the image of man. The surface image changed and I with it.
Now his skin glowed with a radiant light but there was still an air of arrogance about the man. I wanted to know more. He ate among us using all the skills of a person who was use to presenting well in the social circles of those born into an upper class.
He finished his plate and held it out for other's to take away. But none came forward so I took the plate from him and cleaned it in the kitchen to ensure it was correctly cleaned.
(Removing what lies on the surface to reveal the hidden beauty.)
The food was hard to remove from his plate so I said to others around me to take ones time to ensure all the dishes were thoroughly cleaned.
Once the plate was clean enough I placed it in this strange looking dishwasher and headed back to where the others were still sitting.
The noble or wealthy man turned towards me and asked me if I wanted to walk with him in the garden. I agreed and left the room with him. The night’s chilly air surrounded us like a cloak of consciousness, so he removed his jacket and gently placed it around my shoulders as we walked into the moonlight.
My body stirs out here; calling me back here I am once more to record my inner journey.
Loving HU is Singing HU
Giving Is The True Heart of Wealth.
25/07/09
The outer journey started and lead to my inner adventure.
Last night I read from a book that I had just purchased, it was a self help type of book that for some reason I had been drawn to read. What attracted me to the book was listening to the author being interviewed on a TV program in New Zealand. It is very rare for me to read any other books than books on the teachings of Eckankar.
I am very careful with what I feed into my consciousness because I do not choose to enter another person’s reality.
I headed for bed having read a chapter from this book. I decided to break from my routine of reading only from ECK books before sleep and said inwardly to myself if this book is not for me to read then show me.
And so the inner journey began:
I was helping my parent’s tidy one of their inner homes because they were about to journey around the countryside to sell their wares to others
(A key about buying into other peoples thoughts)
I noted with interest that some of their wares were old collectibles!!!
(Past knowledge, being sold or presented as new - back to the book)
I have finished helping my parents and was about to move on. While resting on a couch I could see the main road down this long drive way. I watched in dismay as these youths turned up the drive way, the first two turned with care but the last two almost didn't make it when they chose to turn suddenly in front of the oncoming cars.
(There are lessons to be learnt when you suddenly take a turn to follow others blindly without giving much thought to others in your pat - you cut them off)
The youths arrived at the house and approach me for money. They asked me if I would sponsor them. They said that they were raising funds for a holiday.
I hesitated on giving any money because of the way some of youths chose to drive so carelessly (Another lesson) but then I decided to give them my last twenty dollars that I had in my purse.
(Holding on limits ones own wealthy state) So I gave the youths my last dollar and said to them, "Promise me that you will attend a defensive drive class because some of you nearly didn't make it here" and so it was agreed.
It occurred to me that helping the students to gain their freedom gave me my freedom and so I too headed off on my holiday adventure.
I was driving along a road that appeared on one level to be flat and yet it felt like I was driving up hill. In front of me appeared this building. It was an incredible structure of awesome beauty.
It looked like the top of a lighthouse with all its huge glass windows and huge arched doorways, there was this long hall like structure running along the right hand side. The long structure of the halls roof appeared like the ribs of a fish. This area was open to the sky. Looking at it from a distance the building appeared like a giant question mark.
I kept on driving towards the building when a narrow road appeared on the left hand side, so I decided to drive around the front of the building. You had this odd feeling on having nothing underneath you.
I parked my car and got out and I wondered where the heck am I? 369 degrees around me was the ocean, I was standing on what appeared like solid ground and yet the whole building and car park felt like it was suspended in mid air high above this massive ocean. The view was beyond description it was so beautiful.
Some people were lying on the ground looking skywards while others stood in front of this almost invisible wall of glass; the area was shape like a huge circle.
Once again there was this strange feeling of standing on flat ground and yet still moving upwards. I got out my camera to take some photos (Mind Maps) it was then that I noticed a man wearing a formal suit, he had darker skin than mine and I thought he was a Maori Elder, a keeper or a protector...
The Elder was explaining to this other tourist about the scared nature of the ocean below. I moved closer to the edge there was a feeling of being... I then looked down into this mighty ocean; the feeling it was so unnerving to see something so far below you. It was then I saw the humpback whales frolicking in the ocean below me.
I wanted to take a photo of this amazing sight; it was when I held the camera up to my eye that my son appeared beside me.
I knew how to take good photos and store them in my mind. It was a nature ability that I had to record my inner images and adventures. I was about to be taught a lesson.
I held the camera to my eye but then noticed the back of the camera was missing!! I became distracted from the view as I tried to work out what how the camera worked on the inside. I could see all the workings of the camera and started to poke around. Some parts of the camera when touched altered and distorted the image.
My son’s voice brought me back to reality, he said to me, "Mum just take the photo, do not worry about how the camera works, just take the photo"
And so I did. It was at this point in time that I realized the back of the camera was in my purse that lay on the ground some distance behind me. I looked and saw my bag; I held out my hand and said, "Come" instantly the bag was with me.
(I question myself as to why I still felt the need to have something that I know longer needed in my life - back to the book)
The mind is very clever but it is not our master. I knew already what I knew and yet I had chosen to read from another’s limit knowledge.
To do so nearly stopped me from taking the photo because I was being distracted by the back of the camera being missing and exposing its working to me. It was a mind trap, you see we know what we know. I had already been taught to fine tune my ability to take and record wonderful inner photos by the ECK Masters.
Each photo I am able to store within me. When I agree to be taken beyond my comfort zone, I can take photos and record what I do and see. The inner journey expands and keeps on expanding, without any limits.
The mind tells us we are poor, when we are not. The mind creates distractions to keep it within what it knows. My journey began when I gave away my last twenty dollar note so others could take a holiday. The gift was returned to me in the form of me taking my own holiday I ended up viewing the humpback whales in a place not here in this world.
How wonderful is the journey through life for you?
For me it is our ability to love and to feel the love. That is what this journey is all about.
Loving HU
Tryphena
This is my personal journey and may not truly reflect the teachings of Eckankar
The outer journey started and lead to my inner adventure.
Last night I read from a book that I had just purchased, it was a self help type of book that for some reason I had been drawn to read. What attracted me to the book was listening to the author being interviewed on a TV program in New Zealand. It is very rare for me to read any other books than books on the teachings of Eckankar.
I am very careful with what I feed into my consciousness because I do not choose to enter another person’s reality.
I headed for bed having read a chapter from this book. I decided to break from my routine of reading only from ECK books before sleep and said inwardly to myself if this book is not for me to read then show me.
And so the inner journey began:
I was helping my parent’s tidy one of their inner homes because they were about to journey around the countryside to sell their wares to others
(A key about buying into other peoples thoughts)
I noted with interest that some of their wares were old collectibles!!!
(Past knowledge, being sold or presented as new - back to the book)
I have finished helping my parents and was about to move on. While resting on a couch I could see the main road down this long drive way. I watched in dismay as these youths turned up the drive way, the first two turned with care but the last two almost didn't make it when they chose to turn suddenly in front of the oncoming cars.
(There are lessons to be learnt when you suddenly take a turn to follow others blindly without giving much thought to others in your pat - you cut them off)
The youths arrived at the house and approach me for money. They asked me if I would sponsor them. They said that they were raising funds for a holiday.
I hesitated on giving any money because of the way some of youths chose to drive so carelessly (Another lesson) but then I decided to give them my last twenty dollars that I had in my purse.
(Holding on limits ones own wealthy state) So I gave the youths my last dollar and said to them, "Promise me that you will attend a defensive drive class because some of you nearly didn't make it here" and so it was agreed.
It occurred to me that helping the students to gain their freedom gave me my freedom and so I too headed off on my holiday adventure.
I was driving along a road that appeared on one level to be flat and yet it felt like I was driving up hill. In front of me appeared this building. It was an incredible structure of awesome beauty.
It looked like the top of a lighthouse with all its huge glass windows and huge arched doorways, there was this long hall like structure running along the right hand side. The long structure of the halls roof appeared like the ribs of a fish. This area was open to the sky. Looking at it from a distance the building appeared like a giant question mark.
I kept on driving towards the building when a narrow road appeared on the left hand side, so I decided to drive around the front of the building. You had this odd feeling on having nothing underneath you.
I parked my car and got out and I wondered where the heck am I? 369 degrees around me was the ocean, I was standing on what appeared like solid ground and yet the whole building and car park felt like it was suspended in mid air high above this massive ocean. The view was beyond description it was so beautiful.
Some people were lying on the ground looking skywards while others stood in front of this almost invisible wall of glass; the area was shape like a huge circle.
Once again there was this strange feeling of standing on flat ground and yet still moving upwards. I got out my camera to take some photos (Mind Maps) it was then that I noticed a man wearing a formal suit, he had darker skin than mine and I thought he was a Maori Elder, a keeper or a protector...
The Elder was explaining to this other tourist about the scared nature of the ocean below. I moved closer to the edge there was a feeling of being... I then looked down into this mighty ocean; the feeling it was so unnerving to see something so far below you. It was then I saw the humpback whales frolicking in the ocean below me.
I wanted to take a photo of this amazing sight; it was when I held the camera up to my eye that my son appeared beside me.
I knew how to take good photos and store them in my mind. It was a nature ability that I had to record my inner images and adventures. I was about to be taught a lesson.
I held the camera to my eye but then noticed the back of the camera was missing!! I became distracted from the view as I tried to work out what how the camera worked on the inside. I could see all the workings of the camera and started to poke around. Some parts of the camera when touched altered and distorted the image.
My son’s voice brought me back to reality, he said to me, "Mum just take the photo, do not worry about how the camera works, just take the photo"
And so I did. It was at this point in time that I realized the back of the camera was in my purse that lay on the ground some distance behind me. I looked and saw my bag; I held out my hand and said, "Come" instantly the bag was with me.
(I question myself as to why I still felt the need to have something that I know longer needed in my life - back to the book)
The mind is very clever but it is not our master. I knew already what I knew and yet I had chosen to read from another’s limit knowledge.
To do so nearly stopped me from taking the photo because I was being distracted by the back of the camera being missing and exposing its working to me. It was a mind trap, you see we know what we know. I had already been taught to fine tune my ability to take and record wonderful inner photos by the ECK Masters.
Each photo I am able to store within me. When I agree to be taken beyond my comfort zone, I can take photos and record what I do and see. The inner journey expands and keeps on expanding, without any limits.
The mind tells us we are poor, when we are not. The mind creates distractions to keep it within what it knows. My journey began when I gave away my last twenty dollar note so others could take a holiday. The gift was returned to me in the form of me taking my own holiday I ended up viewing the humpback whales in a place not here in this world.
How wonderful is the journey through life for you?
For me it is our ability to love and to feel the love. That is what this journey is all about.
Loving HU
Tryphena
This is my personal journey and may not truly reflect the teachings of Eckankar
Loving Every Point of My Resistance
28/07/11
All one is love has always been ~ LOVE ~
The golden contract is to meet and greet with unconditional love every point of one's past resistance to living a life completely immersed within the ever flowing river of Divine love
To love every past moment with equal measure as all resistance is dissolved in the path of Divine Love. In thought, word and deed ♥ I will love you for all that I am ♥ I am love
This was my inner journey last night:
To manifest love within every point of my past resistance, to be love, to become my living word, it is to be forgiving, accepting and loving of it. No resistance to the river of loves eternal flow must there ever be, for all is love and within its love we are finally free.
*Love is a transformer of life on all levels ~ all that has been touch by love is forever changed within its mighty flow. All resistance to the flow of love will in time be cleansed from within one’s heart and you will be left to love all life like never before
Soul has chosen a life path for its love to manifest within all of its realities as it seeks to know its self within all that it is within the whole of IT
GOD is LOVE and SOUL is a spark of GOD’s LOVE
Resist me and I will only love you more ♥ HU ♥ I love you life and I thank you for loving me unconditionally for it is within your love that I am now free
Loving HU is Singing HU
All one is love has always been ~ LOVE ~
The golden contract is to meet and greet with unconditional love every point of one's past resistance to living a life completely immersed within the ever flowing river of Divine love
To love every past moment with equal measure as all resistance is dissolved in the path of Divine Love. In thought, word and deed ♥ I will love you for all that I am ♥ I am love
This was my inner journey last night:
To manifest love within every point of my past resistance, to be love, to become my living word, it is to be forgiving, accepting and loving of it. No resistance to the river of loves eternal flow must there ever be, for all is love and within its love we are finally free.
*Love is a transformer of life on all levels ~ all that has been touch by love is forever changed within its mighty flow. All resistance to the flow of love will in time be cleansed from within one’s heart and you will be left to love all life like never before
Soul has chosen a life path for its love to manifest within all of its realities as it seeks to know its self within all that it is within the whole of IT
GOD is LOVE and SOUL is a spark of GOD’s LOVE
Resist me and I will only love you more ♥ HU ♥ I love you life and I thank you for loving me unconditionally for it is within your love that I am now free
Loving HU is Singing HU
Friday, August 12, 2011
Soul Notes ~ The Heart of One’s Self Expression.
Copyright 2011 Tryphena Louise Williams
I will continue to write upon the page of my life's book.
All is created and expressed with love by love for love.
You cannot force the door of love to open, nor words from ones heart to flow
What is the link to the question you seek to know?
The answer lies in what you are already holding in your hand
Open your heart for you to see that loving you is loving me
One can never own true love nor can one bend or manipulate true love
For true love is the ultimate gift of freedom we may give to another
Whatever is thought, expressed and lived with love can never be lost
Love is the golden key that opens the door to accessing the scared language of love
It is the inner voice of the golden heart
There is no door that true love cannot open
Seek within the chambers of your heart an not the cobwebs that mind weaves around its own illusions about its own self importance
It is not about you nor is it about I it is about loving the life stream itself
I am not your shadow nor are you mine
Our birthright is to stand in our own light never does love casts a shadow upon another
I am this moment to know me is to be in the moment
Neither more nor less can one ever be than a moment
A gentle touch upon the surface of the pond
Awakens the ripples of what lies within the depths of the golden heart
Each is a magnet of love within the heart of another
It is to know the love that dwells within you in this very moment
How much you choose to love or not is as always your call
Life can at times feel like something is missing
Then you realize it is love that is missing
Love brightens even the dullest of days
We seek to find love outside of who we are
But the test is to find the love within whom we are
Gratitude with our attitudes
For all that love me and for all whom I love
All I have to give to you is my love
I will continue to write upon the page of my life's book.
All is created and expressed with love by love for love.
You cannot force the door of love to open, nor words from ones heart to flow
What is the link to the question you seek to know?
The answer lies in what you are already holding in your hand
Open your heart for you to see that loving you is loving me
One can never own true love nor can one bend or manipulate true love
For true love is the ultimate gift of freedom we may give to another
Whatever is thought, expressed and lived with love can never be lost
Love is the golden key that opens the door to accessing the scared language of love
It is the inner voice of the golden heart
There is no door that true love cannot open
Seek within the chambers of your heart an not the cobwebs that mind weaves around its own illusions about its own self importance
It is not about you nor is it about I it is about loving the life stream itself
I am not your shadow nor are you mine
Our birthright is to stand in our own light never does love casts a shadow upon another
I am this moment to know me is to be in the moment
Neither more nor less can one ever be than a moment
A gentle touch upon the surface of the pond
Awakens the ripples of what lies within the depths of the golden heart
Each is a magnet of love within the heart of another
It is to know the love that dwells within you in this very moment
How much you choose to love or not is as always your call
Life can at times feel like something is missing
Then you realize it is love that is missing
Love brightens even the dullest of days
We seek to find love outside of who we are
But the test is to find the love within whom we are
Gratitude with our attitudes
For all that love me and for all whom I love
All I have to give to you is my love
Relationships - Harmony and Balance
08/02/2010
Relationships - Harmony and Balance
An inner game or training depending on one’s gratitude, attitude, understanding; and or viewpoints.
I feel that this experience is linked to a question that I had been seeking an answer to. Last night I opened a cookie message which is also linked to this experience.
On the inner:
I found myself being asked by this man to stand in front of him on an invisible line that was around his chest height (The heart centre)
I was instructed to stand with both feet side by side. This was easier said than done because as said the line was invisible!!
Your eyes could not see the line but you could feel it with your heart.
To feel the line was to fine tune and master trusting our feelings before deciding which way to go.
Here I may add it is for the good of all, it is to feel our way through our choices.
Our choices cannot always be seen so it is a matter of opening the heart and feeling what feels right for you.
The man was giving me instructions on how to stand in balance and harmony within my lower worlds. The test or game was that the original person or body was to carry the weight of the others as they created the next layer.
You ended up with what may look like a cheer leader’s pyramid.
How and where you stood created the foundation for your next layer.
One needed to be able to feel what needed to be.
What is the foundation of a good personal relationship with our lower bodies?
This thought also flows into our personal relationships with others be they male or female.
It also applies to the environment that we are serving life in like our work or organisations etc
There are so many words that describe our relationships with all life:
Love
Balance
Harmony
Trust
Respect
Understanding
Humour
Compassion
Each of us will have a list of our own personal words.
The test for me was going just fine until I looked down at the man training me.
Looking into his eyes all of a sudden my playful nature couldn't take what I was being asked to do too seriously.
Humour is good for us but there is a time and place for everything.
I was blessed because my teacher had a good sense of humour as well.
There is time for playfulness and time to be 100% up to speed with the game play because others are depending on you.
If you were to stand back for a better look you may see a triangle of layers then another layer going the other way so the symbol looking back at you looks more like a diamond.
For me this is an image of our inner and outer relationship with life. The inner triangle is reflecting in the outer with both, being connected by this fine invisible line called the feelings within our hearts...The heart’s inner most core ...
There is so much more to master when it comes to forming loving relationships with others and indeed all life..
Loving HU is Singing HU
Tryphena L Williams
This is my own personal experience and may not truly reflect the teachings of Eckankar which is my chosen spiritual path as I journey home to GOD.
Relationships - Harmony and Balance
An inner game or training depending on one’s gratitude, attitude, understanding; and or viewpoints.
I feel that this experience is linked to a question that I had been seeking an answer to. Last night I opened a cookie message which is also linked to this experience.
On the inner:
I found myself being asked by this man to stand in front of him on an invisible line that was around his chest height (The heart centre)
I was instructed to stand with both feet side by side. This was easier said than done because as said the line was invisible!!
Your eyes could not see the line but you could feel it with your heart.
To feel the line was to fine tune and master trusting our feelings before deciding which way to go.
Here I may add it is for the good of all, it is to feel our way through our choices.
Our choices cannot always be seen so it is a matter of opening the heart and feeling what feels right for you.
The man was giving me instructions on how to stand in balance and harmony within my lower worlds. The test or game was that the original person or body was to carry the weight of the others as they created the next layer.
You ended up with what may look like a cheer leader’s pyramid.
How and where you stood created the foundation for your next layer.
One needed to be able to feel what needed to be.
What is the foundation of a good personal relationship with our lower bodies?
This thought also flows into our personal relationships with others be they male or female.
It also applies to the environment that we are serving life in like our work or organisations etc
There are so many words that describe our relationships with all life:
Love
Balance
Harmony
Trust
Respect
Understanding
Humour
Compassion
Each of us will have a list of our own personal words.
The test for me was going just fine until I looked down at the man training me.
Looking into his eyes all of a sudden my playful nature couldn't take what I was being asked to do too seriously.
Humour is good for us but there is a time and place for everything.
I was blessed because my teacher had a good sense of humour as well.
There is time for playfulness and time to be 100% up to speed with the game play because others are depending on you.
If you were to stand back for a better look you may see a triangle of layers then another layer going the other way so the symbol looking back at you looks more like a diamond.
For me this is an image of our inner and outer relationship with life. The inner triangle is reflecting in the outer with both, being connected by this fine invisible line called the feelings within our hearts...The heart’s inner most core ...
There is so much more to master when it comes to forming loving relationships with others and indeed all life..
Loving HU is Singing HU
Tryphena L Williams
This is my own personal experience and may not truly reflect the teachings of Eckankar which is my chosen spiritual path as I journey home to GOD.
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
When We Speak With Life and Ask a Question
03/01/2011
When we speak with life with a heart filled with love the answer always returns to us within a wave of enlightenment.
Before sleep I was feeling very much loved I had spent some time on FB reading and exchanging messages with such loving Soul’s that my heart centre was left wide open.
When our heart is opened to receiving love from others anything is possible and IS.
Once again I am in and out of my inner worlds as my body sleeps only to be woken yet again so I may record all that is being given to me by the Master’s
How may I serve thee has been in my thoughts on and off for a few days now.
I do not always understand at first what I am experiencing.
I dreamt of strange man whose face I had never seen before standing next to me telling me that I am to go on holiday with him to Western Australia?
I have no idea who this man is to me but on some level I must have known and trusted him for me to have allowed him to stand so close to me because I have a big bubble of space that I keep wrapped around myself.
He said to me “Tryphena how are you let me see your wedding band finger?”
So I showed him and it was then that noticed I am wearing a gold wedding band and a strange large solitaire diamond ring. I had not been aware that I was wearing this ring on my finger until he asked to see my finger. The diamond was hidden as I wore the ring with the diamond facing my palm for some odd reason.
(It is the same ring that was placed on my finger in a dream around two months ago.)
The man told me in a true marriage a ring is not necessary and that I was to go holiday with him?
I asked, “Where?”
He replied, "Come and I will show you" He is now sitting in front of this computer screen and he types something and this photo appears. It is a building that looked like a huge white dialect like out of DR WHO.
The building was sitting high on a hilltop overlooking this beautiful ocean sort of like a light house.
It had these white poles coming from it. .I said to the man. “I know that place" and then asked, "Where is it?” The building looked like a star dome observatory.”
He said, "It is in Western Australia that is where we are going together."
This dream had mixed feelings for me.
I didn't know the man and yet I felt that I did.
I didn't know the place and yet I felt that I did.
It was like I was going on a holiday and yet this was to be my work?
I heard another voice say, "Can he find me a job too?"
I got up to record my journey in my dream journal it was in the middle of the night.
I then head back into my inner worlds once more.
I find myself asleep in a bed.. I wake up to see this huge TV screen in front of me and on the screen is an ECKANKAR Broadcast. It is all in words and is telling a person’s story..Such joy and excitement enters my heart because out here I cannot view the ECK broadcasts because my TV doesn't have the right decoder.
I thought this is so cool that I am now able to see this...
I am reading the words as they stream across the TV screen...Then I see my own name Tryphena Williams written several times within the story. O my goodness it’s my story about the little tin box that they telling.
I am so shocked to see my name on the TV screen that I duck for cover under my bedding.
I heard voices in the room are saying it is so good to see ECKANKAR on TV.
When our hearts are filled with love then we are able to see and access whatever the Master wants us to see and know.
As I woke the ECK masters name Shamus-I-Tabriz came into my thoughts..
Our dreams or as we call them the inner worlds are always a part of who we are. It is a matter of training ourselves with the loving guidance of the MAHANTA so we are able to remember and record what is occurring in our inner worlds.
I do my part:
I sing HU throughout my day
I do my spiritual exercises daily...
I read from the ECK books daily...
I record all my inner adventures as soon as I wake up.
Recording my inner worlds is very important to me
I feel that that it is our willingness to work within the flow that keeps our inner doors open...
We may be shown our past - present or future..if this is for good cause for this to be so..
Many years ago while sleeping in my inner worlds the ECK Master's Rebazar Tarzs and Wah Z came over to my sleeping body and gently turned the body onto its back while whispering to me to always sleep on my back.
My understanding was that this sleep position helps the body stay still as it slept.
Loving HU ♥♫♫♥
Tryphena L Williams
When we speak with life with a heart filled with love the answer always returns to us within a wave of enlightenment.
Before sleep I was feeling very much loved I had spent some time on FB reading and exchanging messages with such loving Soul’s that my heart centre was left wide open.
When our heart is opened to receiving love from others anything is possible and IS.
Once again I am in and out of my inner worlds as my body sleeps only to be woken yet again so I may record all that is being given to me by the Master’s
How may I serve thee has been in my thoughts on and off for a few days now.
I do not always understand at first what I am experiencing.
I dreamt of strange man whose face I had never seen before standing next to me telling me that I am to go on holiday with him to Western Australia?
I have no idea who this man is to me but on some level I must have known and trusted him for me to have allowed him to stand so close to me because I have a big bubble of space that I keep wrapped around myself.
He said to me “Tryphena how are you let me see your wedding band finger?”
So I showed him and it was then that noticed I am wearing a gold wedding band and a strange large solitaire diamond ring. I had not been aware that I was wearing this ring on my finger until he asked to see my finger. The diamond was hidden as I wore the ring with the diamond facing my palm for some odd reason.
(It is the same ring that was placed on my finger in a dream around two months ago.)
The man told me in a true marriage a ring is not necessary and that I was to go holiday with him?
I asked, “Where?”
He replied, "Come and I will show you" He is now sitting in front of this computer screen and he types something and this photo appears. It is a building that looked like a huge white dialect like out of DR WHO.
The building was sitting high on a hilltop overlooking this beautiful ocean sort of like a light house.
It had these white poles coming from it. .I said to the man. “I know that place" and then asked, "Where is it?” The building looked like a star dome observatory.”
He said, "It is in Western Australia that is where we are going together."
This dream had mixed feelings for me.
I didn't know the man and yet I felt that I did.
I didn't know the place and yet I felt that I did.
It was like I was going on a holiday and yet this was to be my work?
I heard another voice say, "Can he find me a job too?"
I got up to record my journey in my dream journal it was in the middle of the night.
I then head back into my inner worlds once more.
I find myself asleep in a bed.. I wake up to see this huge TV screen in front of me and on the screen is an ECKANKAR Broadcast. It is all in words and is telling a person’s story..Such joy and excitement enters my heart because out here I cannot view the ECK broadcasts because my TV doesn't have the right decoder.
I thought this is so cool that I am now able to see this...
I am reading the words as they stream across the TV screen...Then I see my own name Tryphena Williams written several times within the story. O my goodness it’s my story about the little tin box that they telling.
I am so shocked to see my name on the TV screen that I duck for cover under my bedding.
I heard voices in the room are saying it is so good to see ECKANKAR on TV.
When our hearts are filled with love then we are able to see and access whatever the Master wants us to see and know.
As I woke the ECK masters name Shamus-I-Tabriz came into my thoughts..
Our dreams or as we call them the inner worlds are always a part of who we are. It is a matter of training ourselves with the loving guidance of the MAHANTA so we are able to remember and record what is occurring in our inner worlds.
I do my part:
I sing HU throughout my day
I do my spiritual exercises daily...
I read from the ECK books daily...
I record all my inner adventures as soon as I wake up.
Recording my inner worlds is very important to me
I feel that that it is our willingness to work within the flow that keeps our inner doors open...
We may be shown our past - present or future..if this is for good cause for this to be so..
Many years ago while sleeping in my inner worlds the ECK Master's Rebazar Tarzs and Wah Z came over to my sleeping body and gently turned the body onto its back while whispering to me to always sleep on my back.
My understanding was that this sleep position helps the body stay still as it slept.
Loving HU ♥♫♫♥
Tryphena L Williams
Sound Vibrations ~
The dream worlds or inner worlds are known to some as the Far Country:
It is here we master living life in the ECK stream in what may appear at times like hype speed. We may experience life in a most unexpected way.
My inner journey ~ The Sound Vibration ~
In front of me was what could best be described as blob of colourless formless clay.
I felt the clay was a symbol of what was yet to take form ~ LIFE ~ Formless that was yet to take on form.
What occurred was so interesting to me. My thoughts vibrating was heard as the voice of SOUL.
As the inner voice or sound of SOUL vibrated so the formless clay in front of me took on the form of the sound that my voice was vibrating.
Can you imagine how incredible it was to watch life taking form as the sound current it flowed through you?
Wonder beyond delight comes to mind.
But with this moment of creation also came total responsibility for my every thought.
So it is with what is taking form as one writes what one hears vibrating within ones being.
Each thought was taking form..My sound created in front of me this image of sound waves that appeared to flow from a centre core of vibration. I can see it so clearly on my inner screen, even now.
What I saw was my thought creating a vibration that also took on colour.
We go about life thinking sometimes endless thoughts not realizing what we are creating in our life.
If we pause long enough we can see why the spiritual exercises of ECKANKAR are so very important to our long term well being.
Our thoughts are the art work we know as life.
How may I serve thee?
The reply as always has always been the same …
Every thought, word and deed is to be created with as much love, as you are able to handle...
Loving HU
Tryphena
visit http://www.eckankar.org/
It is here we master living life in the ECK stream in what may appear at times like hype speed. We may experience life in a most unexpected way.
My inner journey ~ The Sound Vibration ~
In front of me was what could best be described as blob of colourless formless clay.
I felt the clay was a symbol of what was yet to take form ~ LIFE ~ Formless that was yet to take on form.
What occurred was so interesting to me. My thoughts vibrating was heard as the voice of SOUL.
As the inner voice or sound of SOUL vibrated so the formless clay in front of me took on the form of the sound that my voice was vibrating.
Can you imagine how incredible it was to watch life taking form as the sound current it flowed through you?
Wonder beyond delight comes to mind.
But with this moment of creation also came total responsibility for my every thought.
So it is with what is taking form as one writes what one hears vibrating within ones being.
Each thought was taking form..My sound created in front of me this image of sound waves that appeared to flow from a centre core of vibration. I can see it so clearly on my inner screen, even now.
What I saw was my thought creating a vibration that also took on colour.
We go about life thinking sometimes endless thoughts not realizing what we are creating in our life.
If we pause long enough we can see why the spiritual exercises of ECKANKAR are so very important to our long term well being.
Our thoughts are the art work we know as life.
How may I serve thee?
The reply as always has always been the same …
Every thought, word and deed is to be created with as much love, as you are able to handle...
Loving HU
Tryphena
visit http://www.eckankar.org/
Out With the Old and In with New
01/02/2010
I entered a room with Eckist that I did not know out here but did in the room. There had been some sort of gathering and we were all helping to pack everything away. A female chela (Student of the teachings of Eckankar) approaches me and asks where to put a white plastic bags filled with old newspapers (PAST old NEWS )
She went on to say that she had been in ECK for sometime but had forgotten where something’s belonged (Clue)
I replied, “O I see while pointing to where the bags (Karma) belonged
(It was to put away the toys of the lower worlds)
(Time and the timing thereof everything in one’s past needs to be gathered up and put away where it belongs)
The dream jumped like my dreams tend to do from here to there in a moment.
Now I am walking with others along what looks like a brand new road to only God knows where. I turn to look behind me as I hear the engine of a small plane.
I see this small white plane flying towards us and it is about to land on the brand new road.
We all step aside to allow the plane full access to the road. The plane made a perfect landing and then to my utter amazement the pilot swung the plane around 360 degrees on the spot.
A young female pilot jumps out and I recall saying, " I want to be able to do that."
I was amazed how the pilot had mastered the PLANE to such a degree that they could turn the plane around in such away while remaining on the same spot.
Instantly I am awake out here and record all as given in my dream journal.
My Dream Notes:
My thoughts went back to how many years I have spent in this outer world studying the teachings of Eckankar then instantly the penny drops when I realize what the year 2010 means to me with regards to my Eckankar membership. (A cycle of completion)
Seconds later I am back in my inner worlds
Now I am in the house of my father
I am standing in this massive walk in wardrobe and looking around I notice that every bit of the clothing was white and brand new and some still had price tags on them.
I went to my father and said to him, “All these brand new clothes and some with price tags still attached and you my father have paid for them all.”
The clothing belonged to my father’s daughter who was about to take on a new job. The age of the daughter was the exact age of my Eckankar membership.
(Again the message was out with the old clothes and in with the new clothes)
I know in the house of my father that new work is about to unfold in my life.
From the inner all does come to one with loving acceptance of all that may need to be done)
How it is for me:
My love for life may be misunderstood by others at times and the word ego may slips silently through others thoughts
I know when I put my body to sleep that I am where I need to be and I know I am going somewhere to study or learn more about life.
I know when I am given the nudge to wake up that I will remember all as it is given to me
Is my knowing what I know ego? Some may judge it to be so but I know what I know and need to know to grow and I know who I am and what I must do to complete my mission before leaving this outer world.
I chose this body for good cause and I make no apologies for how it is in the eyes and hearts of others. I love life so much and each one of you is a part of my worlds of HU.
(I cry my tears for some of you) I love you with all my heart
I am here to learn from you all, we are both the seeker and the teacher all in one
Loving HU ♥ Loving YOU ♥ Loving ME ♥ Loving Wah Z ♥
I entered a room with Eckist that I did not know out here but did in the room. There had been some sort of gathering and we were all helping to pack everything away. A female chela (Student of the teachings of Eckankar) approaches me and asks where to put a white plastic bags filled with old newspapers (PAST old NEWS )
She went on to say that she had been in ECK for sometime but had forgotten where something’s belonged (Clue)
I replied, “O I see while pointing to where the bags (Karma) belonged
(It was to put away the toys of the lower worlds)
(Time and the timing thereof everything in one’s past needs to be gathered up and put away where it belongs)
The dream jumped like my dreams tend to do from here to there in a moment.
Now I am walking with others along what looks like a brand new road to only God knows where. I turn to look behind me as I hear the engine of a small plane.
I see this small white plane flying towards us and it is about to land on the brand new road.
We all step aside to allow the plane full access to the road. The plane made a perfect landing and then to my utter amazement the pilot swung the plane around 360 degrees on the spot.
A young female pilot jumps out and I recall saying, " I want to be able to do that."
I was amazed how the pilot had mastered the PLANE to such a degree that they could turn the plane around in such away while remaining on the same spot.
Instantly I am awake out here and record all as given in my dream journal.
My Dream Notes:
My thoughts went back to how many years I have spent in this outer world studying the teachings of Eckankar then instantly the penny drops when I realize what the year 2010 means to me with regards to my Eckankar membership. (A cycle of completion)
Seconds later I am back in my inner worlds
Now I am in the house of my father
I am standing in this massive walk in wardrobe and looking around I notice that every bit of the clothing was white and brand new and some still had price tags on them.
I went to my father and said to him, “All these brand new clothes and some with price tags still attached and you my father have paid for them all.”
The clothing belonged to my father’s daughter who was about to take on a new job. The age of the daughter was the exact age of my Eckankar membership.
(Again the message was out with the old clothes and in with the new clothes)
I know in the house of my father that new work is about to unfold in my life.
From the inner all does come to one with loving acceptance of all that may need to be done)
How it is for me:
My love for life may be misunderstood by others at times and the word ego may slips silently through others thoughts
I know when I put my body to sleep that I am where I need to be and I know I am going somewhere to study or learn more about life.
I know when I am given the nudge to wake up that I will remember all as it is given to me
Is my knowing what I know ego? Some may judge it to be so but I know what I know and need to know to grow and I know who I am and what I must do to complete my mission before leaving this outer world.
I chose this body for good cause and I make no apologies for how it is in the eyes and hearts of others. I love life so much and each one of you is a part of my worlds of HU.
(I cry my tears for some of you) I love you with all my heart
I am here to learn from you all, we are both the seeker and the teacher all in one
Loving HU ♥ Loving YOU ♥ Loving ME ♥ Loving Wah Z ♥
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
What is Your Name?
3rd August 2011
Two days wakeup call *What is your name?* A complete stranger asked of me. Instantly I am jolted back into the core of my inner hearts loving grace, a reminder that life is not a race.
(I have coin the name Two days; for me this is a personal way of seeing my inner and outer worlds as one living reality)
Sometimes we may forget the gifts that ECK Masters have blessed us with.
We may find ourselves starting to feel this huge weight of self responsibility pressing in on us ~ We may briefly forget our divine nature and true purpose of our existence...
And so the journey began, I woke up this morning feeling very tired, I had been busy in my inner worlds cleaning and tidying things up.
I headed out for my days work with a lot on my mine and I felt overwhelmed in a way at what may be ahead of me and would I be able to handle the tests of the flow of life as it streamed through my bodies.
I pulled up at one of my delivery points along the way and push the intercom button to be let into the building. A man anwered and opened the lower level doos for me. I headed up four flights of stairs to find he wasn’t waiting at the door for me so I left the box of fruit beside the door
I headed back down stairs when I heard a man's voice calling out to me from above (Clue)
“Do you want all of your boxes back?” he asked. I replied, “Yes for sure” I then turned to run back up the stairs to meet him at the door.
Inside the man reached up to gather all the old boxes for me..There were exactly eight boxes (clue) I picked up four of the boxes and then said to the man, “If you bring the others boxes as far as the door that would be great” He replied, “That’s ok I will carry them to the van for you”
So here we where two strangers in passing. I struck up a conversation with the man as we both walked down the stairs. It went along the lines of the importance of keeping fit and being happy to keep you young.
At the van I thanked the man very much for helping me and gave him a big warm smile. Then I proceeded to load the boxes into the back of the van.
The man stood there for a few seconds just watching me. He then popped his head around the back of the man and said, “What is your name?” I replied, “Tryphena” He smiled and said, “I am Glen”
Then the total stranger and I parted knowing who each was by name.
What did I learn?
When the man asked me for my name it jolted me back into my inner worlds to remember my inner names and how I had earned the gift of knowing my three spiritual names. (Tears)
The man asking for my outer birth name reminded me of the love and trust that I have in the ECK Masters to be there for me whenever I call for them by name.
I was also reminded of who I am within the flow.
The meeting of this man and I appeared out of blue but it was not just a random event for like all life there was a good cause in our meeting and effect was to wake me up
The man's offer to help me carry the boxes was also a wake up call for me to remember to ask for help whenever I feel a need for it and that love will always be there for me.
In another post I will share with you how I was given (Earned) my three spiritual names over a long period of time:
Zeean ~ Zeebar ~ Zeeoot
My last two names were a gift to me by the ECK Master Rebazar Tarzs
http://www.eckankar.org/Masters/Rebazar/
Loving HU is Singing HU
Tryphena
Two days wakeup call *What is your name?* A complete stranger asked of me. Instantly I am jolted back into the core of my inner hearts loving grace, a reminder that life is not a race.
(I have coin the name Two days; for me this is a personal way of seeing my inner and outer worlds as one living reality)
Sometimes we may forget the gifts that ECK Masters have blessed us with.
We may find ourselves starting to feel this huge weight of self responsibility pressing in on us ~ We may briefly forget our divine nature and true purpose of our existence...
And so the journey began, I woke up this morning feeling very tired, I had been busy in my inner worlds cleaning and tidying things up.
I headed out for my days work with a lot on my mine and I felt overwhelmed in a way at what may be ahead of me and would I be able to handle the tests of the flow of life as it streamed through my bodies.
I pulled up at one of my delivery points along the way and push the intercom button to be let into the building. A man anwered and opened the lower level doos for me. I headed up four flights of stairs to find he wasn’t waiting at the door for me so I left the box of fruit beside the door
I headed back down stairs when I heard a man's voice calling out to me from above (Clue)
“Do you want all of your boxes back?” he asked. I replied, “Yes for sure” I then turned to run back up the stairs to meet him at the door.
Inside the man reached up to gather all the old boxes for me..There were exactly eight boxes (clue) I picked up four of the boxes and then said to the man, “If you bring the others boxes as far as the door that would be great” He replied, “That’s ok I will carry them to the van for you”
So here we where two strangers in passing. I struck up a conversation with the man as we both walked down the stairs. It went along the lines of the importance of keeping fit and being happy to keep you young.
At the van I thanked the man very much for helping me and gave him a big warm smile. Then I proceeded to load the boxes into the back of the van.
The man stood there for a few seconds just watching me. He then popped his head around the back of the man and said, “What is your name?” I replied, “Tryphena” He smiled and said, “I am Glen”
Then the total stranger and I parted knowing who each was by name.
What did I learn?
When the man asked me for my name it jolted me back into my inner worlds to remember my inner names and how I had earned the gift of knowing my three spiritual names. (Tears)
The man asking for my outer birth name reminded me of the love and trust that I have in the ECK Masters to be there for me whenever I call for them by name.
I was also reminded of who I am within the flow.
The meeting of this man and I appeared out of blue but it was not just a random event for like all life there was a good cause in our meeting and effect was to wake me up
The man's offer to help me carry the boxes was also a wake up call for me to remember to ask for help whenever I feel a need for it and that love will always be there for me.
In another post I will share with you how I was given (Earned) my three spiritual names over a long period of time:
Zeean ~ Zeebar ~ Zeeoot
My last two names were a gift to me by the ECK Master Rebazar Tarzs
http://www.eckankar.org/Masters/Rebazar/
Loving HU is Singing HU
Tryphena
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Soul Singers Love Bringers
Soul Singers ~ Love Bringers
30/07/2011
30/07/2011
I walked through this door into what at first appeared like an interview room for singing auditions. In front of me sitting at a desk was this young lady.. I stated to sing for her I had been asked to sing. I sung it well but missed some of the notes.
She asks me to sing this song for her then she looks up at me and smiles. I said to her that I sing my best when I am singing my own songs at home
(The voice of soul the heart of SOUL is LOVE)The lady gets up and so I follow we both take a seat at this high table that had bar stools for chairs.. This photo appears out the blue of the table. I looked at the photo then I said to the lady; we need more soul singers to bring the love into this world their love will change this world…
(The true sound of Soul is its voice of love)
In the photo that I was looking at were five male singers all dressed in pure white suits.
The lady then got up and went to this large glossy wall poster and wrote something on it, was it my name or was it hers indeed did it really matter?
It was the signature of the golden heart of Soul ~ The soul singers voice will sing of its love of every living thing and all will change has the voice of soul is heard to sing.
The dream jumps to show me something else that I needed to experience but this but of my journey is for me alone..
(The key learning points that stood out for me about this soul travel journey
1) Love is everything and everything is love
2) Love sings best at home (The Heart of soul is home for me
3) It is important for each to sing their own song
4) The true voice of soul is love
5) Soul singers are love bringers
Loving HU is Singing HU
Tryphena
Friday, July 29, 2011
An Inner Journey ~The Wild Horses in The Face of Fear
By Tryphena Louise Williams on Tuesday, 30 March 2010
I am SOUL having Its experience via my own self created reality both here and the worlds beyond. All worlds are life expressing its self.
The body it slept so deeply it needed to rest having felt a lack of sleepless nights were starting to have effect on it.
I was on a higher level almost like a landing looking down below me I could see this man who was struggling with his life choices. He had no real home to speak of and had very little to call his own.
All he had he carried with him wherever he went. What he was choosing to hold on too had started to weigh him down. I could see this like weights tied around him. He was a very enlighten Soul I could see this also but he appeared not yet ready to let go of what he was choosing to hang to.
I looked so very loving down at him then in my hand appeared three lead like cards I had to give the cards to him. I said this to him, "These will weigh you down even further".
But within his love he chose to accept the cards that I had to give him.
The cards were like cards of karma or links if you like *destiny within one mission*
My feeling was this SOUL had the inner strength to know what he needed to do. His total acceptance was his true measure. Love is as always the key
There was this feeling that this SOUL would master all as was given to him because of his ability to love life.
All that he needed to master was to decide what he wanted or was willing to let go of, then he would be free from the load he was holding on to.
This is not about anyone as such, it is a like an example of how we may be feeling sometimes about our life and or our mission within all we have chosen to serve within
Not all chose the high path but this SOUL had made its choice and it was love that was the measure of gift within.
I then climbed down to the level of the man as I did so a road appeared. At first the road appeared like it had melted in sun. The road appeared like a river of sticky tar.
I didn't want all that tar sticking me to my feet so I hesitated while hearing the voice of fear saying to me. "If you stand in the tar it will stick to you do, you want this?" The answer was.," No I do not."
But I knew in my heart what knew I had do, so I jumped down from where I was only to find the river of tar now appeared like puddle under my feet so I walked but as I walked the puddle suddenly became a deep river that instantly came up to my armpits The voice of fear said me, "You have know idea how deep this water is going to get so you may drown." But the knowing in me knew what it knew and so it chose to keep walking.
Interestingly my clothing now instantly changed and I was wearing a pair of short leg blue overalls the sort that I had worn at high school to do our gym exercises in
I continued my journey I was looking for those who I knew had gone before me. I wanted to find them so I could be with them; the knowing within knew where this was to be.
The water disappeared as quickly as the fear of it was set aside.
My journey continued and I entered this bush, the voice of fear said to me, "Do you want do go in there, you will become lost." but I knew what I knew and entered any way.
I thought I will follow the path which I did only to find the path was removed from my sight. I was alone in this bush not knowing where I was going nor where I was.
The voice of fear constantly tried to holt my process. I thought I will keep going and the path it will reveal its self to me if I keep going and do not halt within the face of my fear of being alone, I was alone on my journey home to God.
I see ahead of me these wild horses they look at me and challenge my right to in here with them.
These horses appeared to be so power with their freedom to roam and do as they pleased.
They all came galloping full tilt up me, I felt trapped, they surrounded me. The fear now thundered inside of me, these horse will they trample me into the ground, will they bite and kick me for daring to enter their land?
Some of horses threw back their heads and pawed at the ground with their hooves while looking directly at me.
I went really quiet and stood very still within the total and complete trust I felt in face of my fear of these wild horses and how they if they so chose could harm me. I felt caged and trapped then the leading horse came up to me, it pushed its head so close to my face, I feel could its breath on my skin, I looked directly into its eyes.
But strangely I did not fear it, it was as if knew who it was to me. The horse opened its mouth and took my right arm into its mouth. I felt the gentle pressure of its loving hold on my arm then the horse it spoke to me with words I knew and yet have still to know..
I cried out, this is because the knowing is now so much apart of whom I AM and yet I still know nothing within it all.
I cannot recall the wisdom the horse spoke to me. But is does not matter for I know
We all know, we are all same, all that is different, is remembering what we know already
I woke up.
What can I say ?
Love life with all your heart, just love your life, do your spiritual exercises, seek and find Master within you.
Let life become your passion, your hearts desire, it is to let life be all that it is within you.
Surrender your resistance to change and all will change before you you will be as new.
Sing HU with love, just for love, when our hearts love so truly love, then the inner journey home to GOD begins to unfold within the heart of who we are.
So it was a test about facing ones fear. The horses hmm I know who they are to me. They wait for each of us to come to them all in good time they wait so patiently
So it is, this is my life on edge of my reality.
It may not yours but this is the truth that I live by.
Sometimes I wonder within my ever loving heart if in this outer world another could ever dare to live with me and my sometimes ever so challenging reality. Would, could another ever understand me enough to choose to walk along side of me?
I am not sure only love knows the truth
I am SOUL having Its experience via my own self created reality both here and the worlds beyond. All worlds are life expressing its self.
The body it slept so deeply it needed to rest having felt a lack of sleepless nights were starting to have effect on it.
I was on a higher level almost like a landing looking down below me I could see this man who was struggling with his life choices. He had no real home to speak of and had very little to call his own.
All he had he carried with him wherever he went. What he was choosing to hold on too had started to weigh him down. I could see this like weights tied around him. He was a very enlighten Soul I could see this also but he appeared not yet ready to let go of what he was choosing to hang to.
I looked so very loving down at him then in my hand appeared three lead like cards I had to give the cards to him. I said this to him, "These will weigh you down even further".
But within his love he chose to accept the cards that I had to give him.
The cards were like cards of karma or links if you like *destiny within one mission*
My feeling was this SOUL had the inner strength to know what he needed to do. His total acceptance was his true measure. Love is as always the key
There was this feeling that this SOUL would master all as was given to him because of his ability to love life.
All that he needed to master was to decide what he wanted or was willing to let go of, then he would be free from the load he was holding on to.
This is not about anyone as such, it is a like an example of how we may be feeling sometimes about our life and or our mission within all we have chosen to serve within
Not all chose the high path but this SOUL had made its choice and it was love that was the measure of gift within.
I then climbed down to the level of the man as I did so a road appeared. At first the road appeared like it had melted in sun. The road appeared like a river of sticky tar.
I didn't want all that tar sticking me to my feet so I hesitated while hearing the voice of fear saying to me. "If you stand in the tar it will stick to you do, you want this?" The answer was.," No I do not."
But I knew in my heart what knew I had do, so I jumped down from where I was only to find the river of tar now appeared like puddle under my feet so I walked but as I walked the puddle suddenly became a deep river that instantly came up to my armpits The voice of fear said me, "You have know idea how deep this water is going to get so you may drown." But the knowing in me knew what it knew and so it chose to keep walking.
Interestingly my clothing now instantly changed and I was wearing a pair of short leg blue overalls the sort that I had worn at high school to do our gym exercises in
I continued my journey I was looking for those who I knew had gone before me. I wanted to find them so I could be with them; the knowing within knew where this was to be.
The water disappeared as quickly as the fear of it was set aside.
My journey continued and I entered this bush, the voice of fear said to me, "Do you want do go in there, you will become lost." but I knew what I knew and entered any way.
I thought I will follow the path which I did only to find the path was removed from my sight. I was alone in this bush not knowing where I was going nor where I was.
The voice of fear constantly tried to holt my process. I thought I will keep going and the path it will reveal its self to me if I keep going and do not halt within the face of my fear of being alone, I was alone on my journey home to God.
I see ahead of me these wild horses they look at me and challenge my right to in here with them.
These horses appeared to be so power with their freedom to roam and do as they pleased.
They all came galloping full tilt up me, I felt trapped, they surrounded me. The fear now thundered inside of me, these horse will they trample me into the ground, will they bite and kick me for daring to enter their land?
Some of horses threw back their heads and pawed at the ground with their hooves while looking directly at me.
I went really quiet and stood very still within the total and complete trust I felt in face of my fear of these wild horses and how they if they so chose could harm me. I felt caged and trapped then the leading horse came up to me, it pushed its head so close to my face, I feel could its breath on my skin, I looked directly into its eyes.
But strangely I did not fear it, it was as if knew who it was to me. The horse opened its mouth and took my right arm into its mouth. I felt the gentle pressure of its loving hold on my arm then the horse it spoke to me with words I knew and yet have still to know..
I cried out, this is because the knowing is now so much apart of whom I AM and yet I still know nothing within it all.
I cannot recall the wisdom the horse spoke to me. But is does not matter for I know
We all know, we are all same, all that is different, is remembering what we know already
I woke up.
What can I say ?
Love life with all your heart, just love your life, do your spiritual exercises, seek and find Master within you.
Let life become your passion, your hearts desire, it is to let life be all that it is within you.
Surrender your resistance to change and all will change before you you will be as new.
Sing HU with love, just for love, when our hearts love so truly love, then the inner journey home to GOD begins to unfold within the heart of who we are.
So it was a test about facing ones fear. The horses hmm I know who they are to me. They wait for each of us to come to them all in good time they wait so patiently
So it is, this is my life on edge of my reality.
It may not yours but this is the truth that I live by.
Sometimes I wonder within my ever loving heart if in this outer world another could ever dare to live with me and my sometimes ever so challenging reality. Would, could another ever understand me enough to choose to walk along side of me?
I am not sure only love knows the truth
Thursday, July 28, 2011
Loving Every Point of Resistance
My Inner Journey:
Loving every point of my resistance ~I will only love you more
All is one love as love has always been
~ LOVE ~
One’s golden contract is to meet and greet with unconditional love every point of one's past resistance to living a life completely immersed within the ever flowing river of Divine love
It is to love every past moment with equal measure as all resistance is dissolved in the river of Divine Love
Be it thought, word and deed ♥
I will love you for all that I am ♥ For I am love
This was my inner journey last night:
The test as given to me was to manifest love within every point of my past resistance to being love. I was to become my living word
To be loving is to be forgiving, accepting, compassionate of all passing through us.
I was to meet those that had caused me to feel a certain way in my past. I realized to be loving that I had to love every part of who I am unconditionally and this meant meeting up with my past pains and hurts.
*I forgive all that may have harmed me and I forgive all that I may have harmed*
May the Blessings Be
Can I love you as you are?
Can you love me for who I am?
There is to be no resistance to the river of love and its eternal flow as all life passes through us.
It is within this loving flow that we are finally free to be unconditional love.
*Love is a transformer of life on all levels ~ All that has been touched by love is forever changed within its mighty flow.
All resistance to the flow of love will in time be cleansed from within our hearts and we will be left to love all life like never before
Soul has chosen a life path for its love to manifest within all of its realities as Soul seeks to know its self, within all that it is within the whole of IT
GOD is LOVE and SOUL is a spark of GOD’s LOVE
Resist me and I will only love you more ♥ HU ♥
I love you life and I thank you for loving me unconditionally for it is within your love that I am now free
Loving HU is Singing HU
Tryphena
Loving every point of my resistance ~I will only love you more
All is one love as love has always been
~ LOVE ~
One’s golden contract is to meet and greet with unconditional love every point of one's past resistance to living a life completely immersed within the ever flowing river of Divine love
It is to love every past moment with equal measure as all resistance is dissolved in the river of Divine Love
Be it thought, word and deed ♥
I will love you for all that I am ♥ For I am love
This was my inner journey last night:
The test as given to me was to manifest love within every point of my past resistance to being love. I was to become my living word
To be loving is to be forgiving, accepting, compassionate of all passing through us.
I was to meet those that had caused me to feel a certain way in my past. I realized to be loving that I had to love every part of who I am unconditionally and this meant meeting up with my past pains and hurts.
*I forgive all that may have harmed me and I forgive all that I may have harmed*
May the Blessings Be
Can I love you as you are?
Can you love me for who I am?
There is to be no resistance to the river of love and its eternal flow as all life passes through us.
It is within this loving flow that we are finally free to be unconditional love.
*Love is a transformer of life on all levels ~ All that has been touched by love is forever changed within its mighty flow.
All resistance to the flow of love will in time be cleansed from within our hearts and we will be left to love all life like never before
Soul has chosen a life path for its love to manifest within all of its realities as Soul seeks to know its self, within all that it is within the whole of IT
GOD is LOVE and SOUL is a spark of GOD’s LOVE
Resist me and I will only love you more ♥ HU ♥
I love you life and I thank you for loving me unconditionally for it is within your love that I am now free
Loving HU is Singing HU
Tryphena
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Copyright © 2011 Tryphena Louise Williams |
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
An Awakened Heart
Saturday, 24 April 2010
My heart so stirred within Its ever loving wonder....
For lifetimes I have slept only to be awakened by love Itself.
A fire burned away all that would dare to stand in its path such was the holy fire that raged within thee.
The fire as it burned showed no mercy as all was taken from thee in the name of Divine Love.
The journey began one night while on the inner I knew after the experience that all was forever changed and I would now need to pass each test as given.
On the outer there was also an awakening of my heart as love once more stirred the coals of my hearts desire.
The flames burned within and without consuming my old self in such a way that there would be no turning back for me.
At first I was blind sided by everything around me because I lacked a knowing of what had occurred within me. I felt consumed by it but was yet to fully understand the true purpose of it.
The awaken heart picked up its pen to write of the fire that burned within it. Poetry flowed from the inner worlds like water from a tap of Divine love.
I of the self stepped aside to give full access to my higher self in order to write all as was being expressed within it.
Yet I still lacked a knowing of what life was giving to me to serve within.
I struggled at times to fully understand there was this lack within me that caused walls of resistance to my pain and hurt, so quickly the walls would be drawn around me as I was always seeking loves protection.
No more pain, please no more pain, my heart cannot bear to feel any more than it has already been given to me. And yet the pain remained within me and at times it felt far too much for one too bear. Why?
Last night on the inner everything fell into place as I recognised why the walls were put in front of me and why I tended to always feel the way I was feeling.
You see an awakened heart must release all to IT there is to be total surrender of it to IT
All is of the one love there can never be nor ever was a separation from IT
So I surrendered totally to IT, I gave my all to IT to become one within IT yet and yet I am never IT
This was an inner journey that helped me realize the error of my ways and the resistance that I had been placing in front of my pain.
*********
On the inner I found myself in one of my many inner homes. This home was brand new it appeared very clean with very little decoration to clutter the home. The home felt light and airy and I was very content to have this new home within the heart of God's ever giving presence.
I was looking around my new home when into my home and my space walks my ex-husband and his wife!!!
I instantly reacted because I did not want these two people in my space, it was not that I hated or carried anger towards them I just would rather they did not enter the heart of my inner home uninvited by me.
Yet there they were as large as life in my home. I turned my back on them and headed into my kitchen (clue) and started to prepare myself a hot chocolate drink. The wife followed me into the kitchen and started to tell me how she made hot chocolate drinks her way!!! I could feel this huge wall of resistance surging inside of me, I didn't want her near me nor speaking to me. Back off!!
In the same moment as I felt this wall of resistance within me I awoke to realize that this inner experience was a test of my resistance to loving love. All is love...
With the shift in awareness I turned to towards her looking directly at her and said, "I am making a hot chocolate drink would you like one?"
She continued to share her ways of doing things but this time I listened with a loving heart as I went ahead to make the chocolate drinks for everyone. This time I was making the drinks with love.
My ex comes into the kitchen and comes so close to me I wanted to pull away the from past pain. But again I knew the test was within the awakened heart. The same offer was made to him, would he like a hot chocolate drink?
They both left to wait in my lounge, my chocolate drink machine makes such lovely chocolate drinks. I poured everyone a mug of hot chocolate and *served* it to them both, this time it was *service with love.*
They both sipped their drinks and agreed that it was the nicest chocolate drink they had ever tasted.
The drink was made with love and this changed everything.
I now know why the wall was placed in front of me and knowing this has helped me to realize that love is always love and that we need to give up our resistance which means accepting all life as unconditional love.
It is to remember that we are a divine sparks of love within all we feel, do and express.
Some of us may talk way too much
Some of us may write way too much
Both are divine sparks of love seeking to know love Itself.
May the Blessing Be
My heart so stirred within Its ever loving wonder....
For lifetimes I have slept only to be awakened by love Itself.
A fire burned away all that would dare to stand in its path such was the holy fire that raged within thee.
The fire as it burned showed no mercy as all was taken from thee in the name of Divine Love.
The journey began one night while on the inner I knew after the experience that all was forever changed and I would now need to pass each test as given.
On the outer there was also an awakening of my heart as love once more stirred the coals of my hearts desire.
The flames burned within and without consuming my old self in such a way that there would be no turning back for me.
At first I was blind sided by everything around me because I lacked a knowing of what had occurred within me. I felt consumed by it but was yet to fully understand the true purpose of it.
The awaken heart picked up its pen to write of the fire that burned within it. Poetry flowed from the inner worlds like water from a tap of Divine love.
I of the self stepped aside to give full access to my higher self in order to write all as was being expressed within it.
Yet I still lacked a knowing of what life was giving to me to serve within.
I struggled at times to fully understand there was this lack within me that caused walls of resistance to my pain and hurt, so quickly the walls would be drawn around me as I was always seeking loves protection.
No more pain, please no more pain, my heart cannot bear to feel any more than it has already been given to me. And yet the pain remained within me and at times it felt far too much for one too bear. Why?
Last night on the inner everything fell into place as I recognised why the walls were put in front of me and why I tended to always feel the way I was feeling.
You see an awakened heart must release all to IT there is to be total surrender of it to IT
All is of the one love there can never be nor ever was a separation from IT
So I surrendered totally to IT, I gave my all to IT to become one within IT yet and yet I am never IT
This was an inner journey that helped me realize the error of my ways and the resistance that I had been placing in front of my pain.
*********
On the inner I found myself in one of my many inner homes. This home was brand new it appeared very clean with very little decoration to clutter the home. The home felt light and airy and I was very content to have this new home within the heart of God's ever giving presence.
I was looking around my new home when into my home and my space walks my ex-husband and his wife!!!
I instantly reacted because I did not want these two people in my space, it was not that I hated or carried anger towards them I just would rather they did not enter the heart of my inner home uninvited by me.
Yet there they were as large as life in my home. I turned my back on them and headed into my kitchen (clue) and started to prepare myself a hot chocolate drink. The wife followed me into the kitchen and started to tell me how she made hot chocolate drinks her way!!! I could feel this huge wall of resistance surging inside of me, I didn't want her near me nor speaking to me. Back off!!
In the same moment as I felt this wall of resistance within me I awoke to realize that this inner experience was a test of my resistance to loving love. All is love...
With the shift in awareness I turned to towards her looking directly at her and said, "I am making a hot chocolate drink would you like one?"
She continued to share her ways of doing things but this time I listened with a loving heart as I went ahead to make the chocolate drinks for everyone. This time I was making the drinks with love.
My ex comes into the kitchen and comes so close to me I wanted to pull away the from past pain. But again I knew the test was within the awakened heart. The same offer was made to him, would he like a hot chocolate drink?
They both left to wait in my lounge, my chocolate drink machine makes such lovely chocolate drinks. I poured everyone a mug of hot chocolate and *served* it to them both, this time it was *service with love.*
They both sipped their drinks and agreed that it was the nicest chocolate drink they had ever tasted.
The drink was made with love and this changed everything.
I now know why the wall was placed in front of me and knowing this has helped me to realize that love is always love and that we need to give up our resistance which means accepting all life as unconditional love.
It is to remember that we are a divine sparks of love within all we feel, do and express.
Some of us may talk way too much
Some of us may write way too much
Both are divine sparks of love seeking to know love Itself.
May the Blessing Be
A Little Boy Lost
My Inner Journey
Thursday, 22 April 2010
A small lonely and very misunderstood wee boy
I lay down to do my contemplation and very quickly found myself within my inner worlds.
I am Soul observing this childcare like facility. Most of the children were happy at play and the teachers in the room were giving the happy children lots of attention and encouragement.
But there was one wee boy that caught my attention, he was very much alone and one could feel a frustration within him.
This wee boy was so misunderstood; you see he was different from the other children, he had a problem with communication which meant others struggled to understand him.
His frustration would came as out bursts of anger at anyone within ear shot. His anger and lashing out meant others didn't want to be around him which only increased his frustration and loneliness.
This wee boy had painted a wonderful picture which looked like a mass of rainbow colours going everywhere. All the other children's artwork was adorning the room but not his wee boys painting, it lay on the floor in front of him.
I watched as he picked his painting up and slammed it against the wall then stood back and watched as his picture slid back down onto the floor.
He wanted his painting to hang like the other children's were.
At this point I manifested a body so I could be in the room with him. I stood along side of the wee boy and bent down to pick up his painting.
The children and teachers a like yelled out to me not to touch his picture he will scream at you he won't let anyone touch his paintings.
So I look around and saw lying against the wall a board that allowed you to stick stuff to it. As the boy watched me I moved the board in front of where he was standing.
The wee boy said nothing, he appear not to speak at all. He bent down picked up his picture and again slammed it, this time on to the sticky board. And their his painted stayed
The wee boys face lit up with a smile so big and happy at last he had been understood.
I looked at the boys picture and this image appeared beside it.
This small very lonely and misunderstood child had drawn a picture of an inner tunnel of light and sound. With him in this tunnel was a Master holding his hand and lovingly understanding his craving to be understood.
We can be very quick to judge a situation, where is the compassion and willingness to attempt to even TRY to understand?
The End
No comment from me on this one just silence
Thursday, 22 April 2010
A small lonely and very misunderstood wee boy
I lay down to do my contemplation and very quickly found myself within my inner worlds.
I am Soul observing this childcare like facility. Most of the children were happy at play and the teachers in the room were giving the happy children lots of attention and encouragement.
But there was one wee boy that caught my attention, he was very much alone and one could feel a frustration within him.
This wee boy was so misunderstood; you see he was different from the other children, he had a problem with communication which meant others struggled to understand him.
His frustration would came as out bursts of anger at anyone within ear shot. His anger and lashing out meant others didn't want to be around him which only increased his frustration and loneliness.
This wee boy had painted a wonderful picture which looked like a mass of rainbow colours going everywhere. All the other children's artwork was adorning the room but not his wee boys painting, it lay on the floor in front of him.
I watched as he picked his painting up and slammed it against the wall then stood back and watched as his picture slid back down onto the floor.
He wanted his painting to hang like the other children's were.
At this point I manifested a body so I could be in the room with him. I stood along side of the wee boy and bent down to pick up his painting.
The children and teachers a like yelled out to me not to touch his picture he will scream at you he won't let anyone touch his paintings.
So I look around and saw lying against the wall a board that allowed you to stick stuff to it. As the boy watched me I moved the board in front of where he was standing.
The wee boy said nothing, he appear not to speak at all. He bent down picked up his picture and again slammed it, this time on to the sticky board. And their his painted stayed
The wee boys face lit up with a smile so big and happy at last he had been understood.
I looked at the boys picture and this image appeared beside it.
This small very lonely and misunderstood child had drawn a picture of an inner tunnel of light and sound. With him in this tunnel was a Master holding his hand and lovingly understanding his craving to be understood.
We can be very quick to judge a situation, where is the compassion and willingness to attempt to even TRY to understand?
The End
No comment from me on this one just silence
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| Art Work by Eva Shari |
The Inner Home and Its Song
My Journey last night:
The Inner Home and hearing this amazing ancient chant
I was on the phone talking with a man (I'm not sure with whom) about different things when I said, "The ocean tide is coming in" no sooner than these words were said when I felt my home starting to float I could feel my home moving on the water under my feet I said to the man, "My house is floating out to sea.".
And indeed this is what happened, my house simply floated gently from its foundations and drifted out into the farness of the ocean.
What happened next was my house was gently rocked by a wave and turned upside down, in an instant I felt the importance of finding my way out from being trapped in my now unturned home.
(Oddly enough my home was floating upside down in this ocean and yet inside my home everything was still the right side up?)
I quickly looked around my home thinking what out of all of my physical processions means the most to me?
I then went to a small draw and picked out my engagement ring that my husband had brought for me.. This ring meant a number of things to me.
1) Love my love
2) The ring had three diamonds (The three diamonds were symbolic of my love of SUGMAD (God) the ECK (The Holy Spirit) and the MAHANTA (The Son)
3) Lastly the ring was a complete circle of all life.
I very quickly slip the ring onto my finger (Oddly I placed the ring on the ring finger of my right hand and not the left hand?)
Then somehow instantly I found myself outside of my home. I was now observing the scene of my home floating on the ocean
At this point I noticed that my home had now split into two?? Two halves of the one whole
I tried in vain to bring the two half’s back together as one...The home was a representation of an old state of consciousness
From this point of the experience, there was an instant shift into yet another state of consciousness.
I could hear this man singing and in an instance I recognized the voice as that of ( ♥ ), his voice was amazing yes it was the inner voice of the Band ZarTraZ as I listened I noticed something strange hanging from Terry's golden guitar, there was a very strange circle of green stone with a hole in the centre then this was followed by yet another semi curved shape stone this again was then followed by some strange looking beads or ancient stones? As I watched and listen to Terry's voice it became so clear that his voice held my total attention. He started to sing in this strange inner language it was an ancient chant that we both knew and understood.
At the very bottom of the necklace type of sash around the neck of his golden guitar was a written message on a blue card. I read and connected with the words but out here I cannot recall at this point of time.
ZarTraZ a band created by Terry to help manifest more love in this outer world I had seen manifesting on the inner before it appeared out here. It is for this reason that I have been listening to the outer sound of ZarTraz because I had heard its sound on the inner months before.
Last night in this world while on Skype I experienced an out of the blue power surge through my home, all the lights and everything went out. I was left in total darkness for just a few seconds it felt as if an inner presence had passed through my outer home
http://www.zartraz.com/
I feel very connected to the video stories that Terry has been sharing about his experiences as a very expreinced Hospice Nurse.
Terry now has terminal cancer and is patient requiring Hospice care.
My own personal journey has been to live and nurse my husband while he too lived with terminal cancer and finally left this outer world when his outer body died
(Transformed into a higher being is my word for what occurs when Soul finally leaves the outer body for the last time to dwell in the higher worlds)
http://www.youtube.com/user/tlbivona
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/TerryLeeBivona/mystory
For me my dream as shared with you all is helping me to understand the many different levels and ways we that we are able to love each other unconditionally.
We are Soul a divine spark of God
Love never dies it transcends all space and time to return time and time again for good cause which for me is; we are here to serve in this outer world and beyond and clear and open channels of Divine Love
The Inner Home and hearing this amazing ancient chant
I was on the phone talking with a man (I'm not sure with whom) about different things when I said, "The ocean tide is coming in" no sooner than these words were said when I felt my home starting to float I could feel my home moving on the water under my feet I said to the man, "My house is floating out to sea.".
And indeed this is what happened, my house simply floated gently from its foundations and drifted out into the farness of the ocean.
What happened next was my house was gently rocked by a wave and turned upside down, in an instant I felt the importance of finding my way out from being trapped in my now unturned home.
(Oddly enough my home was floating upside down in this ocean and yet inside my home everything was still the right side up?)
I quickly looked around my home thinking what out of all of my physical processions means the most to me?
I then went to a small draw and picked out my engagement ring that my husband had brought for me.. This ring meant a number of things to me.
1) Love my love
2) The ring had three diamonds (The three diamonds were symbolic of my love of SUGMAD (God) the ECK (The Holy Spirit) and the MAHANTA (The Son)
3) Lastly the ring was a complete circle of all life.
I very quickly slip the ring onto my finger (Oddly I placed the ring on the ring finger of my right hand and not the left hand?)
Then somehow instantly I found myself outside of my home. I was now observing the scene of my home floating on the ocean
At this point I noticed that my home had now split into two?? Two halves of the one whole
I tried in vain to bring the two half’s back together as one...The home was a representation of an old state of consciousness
From this point of the experience, there was an instant shift into yet another state of consciousness.
I could hear this man singing and in an instance I recognized the voice as that of ( ♥ ), his voice was amazing yes it was the inner voice of the Band ZarTraZ as I listened I noticed something strange hanging from Terry's golden guitar, there was a very strange circle of green stone with a hole in the centre then this was followed by yet another semi curved shape stone this again was then followed by some strange looking beads or ancient stones? As I watched and listen to Terry's voice it became so clear that his voice held my total attention. He started to sing in this strange inner language it was an ancient chant that we both knew and understood.
At the very bottom of the necklace type of sash around the neck of his golden guitar was a written message on a blue card. I read and connected with the words but out here I cannot recall at this point of time.
ZarTraZ a band created by Terry to help manifest more love in this outer world I had seen manifesting on the inner before it appeared out here. It is for this reason that I have been listening to the outer sound of ZarTraz because I had heard its sound on the inner months before.
Last night in this world while on Skype I experienced an out of the blue power surge through my home, all the lights and everything went out. I was left in total darkness for just a few seconds it felt as if an inner presence had passed through my outer home
http://www.zartraz.com/
I feel very connected to the video stories that Terry has been sharing about his experiences as a very expreinced Hospice Nurse.
Terry now has terminal cancer and is patient requiring Hospice care.
My own personal journey has been to live and nurse my husband while he too lived with terminal cancer and finally left this outer world when his outer body died
(Transformed into a higher being is my word for what occurs when Soul finally leaves the outer body for the last time to dwell in the higher worlds)
http://www.youtube.com/user/tlbivona
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/TerryLeeBivona/mystory
For me my dream as shared with you all is helping me to understand the many different levels and ways we that we are able to love each other unconditionally.
We are Soul a divine spark of God
Love never dies it transcends all space and time to return time and time again for good cause which for me is; we are here to serve in this outer world and beyond and clear and open channels of Divine Love
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26/6/09 The Inner Swimming Pool Before sleep I gave thanks for all of the love that I had received during my day…I then followed throu...
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My Inner Journey Thursday, 22 April 2010 A small lonely and very misunderstood wee boy I lay down to do my contemplation and very quick... -
Saturday, 24 April 2010 My heart so stirred within Its ever loving wonder.... For lifetimes I have slept only to be awakened by love Its... -
Soul Singers ~ Love Bringers 30/07/2011 I walked through this door into what at first appeared like an interview room for singing audition... -
10th March 2010 Soul Journeys via the cord of love always love. Love does not stand its ground for it is a form of attachment to do so. Lo...
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11/09/11 My journey through the God Worlds last night: I became aware that I was riding in this huge room sort of like a space pod? At on...
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03/01/2011 When we speak with life with a heart filled with love the answer always returns to us within a wave of enlightenment. Before ...
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08/02/2010 Relationships - Harmony and Balance An inner game or training depending on one’s gratitude, attitude, understanding; and or v...