Wednesday, November 9, 2011

An Inner Reality Check

28/09/09 Here we are cruising through life and everything appears to be fine but you’re looking forward to making some adjustments to your life style to suit your personal comfort zones.
Then out of the blue is a phone call that rocks you to the core.
Someone you love is going through a massive karma adjustment and they are asking you for help. To help means you need to let go of your own comfort zone and give to the loved one all the support you can.
The test is huge on the surface of it all, without going into the details of why.
At first the emotional body reacts and blows everything skew ball. It is here that doing our spiritual exercises bring everything back onto the same page.

The question is about how much of what you have are you will to give up to help another? With much soul searching I decided to let go of my so called security blanket and give it to my loved one.
While this huge wind of change was swirling around us my inner worlds were showing me some of what was going on with the loved one. Because of what I was able to see on the inner I was able to create a place of calm within the storm for myself out here.

I saw what was happening to the loved one on the inner and then I saw what was changing for myself on the inner. With life showing its self to me I knew that this was a test of my ability and willingness to let go and to do so without holding any form of control over the other person or what I was prepared to give up for their well being.

On the inner:
I was staying at a luxury hotel; another person and I had just given a talk to a group of ladies that belong to a group called, The Women's Division.
 Out here this group was set up many years ago to help farming women during times of hardship and need. They would offer to help in any way possible.

On the way to the event room I found myself among a group of people being shown around this huge hotel. There were so many levels to this building. We were being shown around when we walked past this other stair way that branched off from the centre hallway. I decided along with some others to take a look up the stairs. Upstairs we found an empty room. The tour guided asked us to please come down as the only people allowed in that room, were from the House of Lords. (I took this to be Lords of Karma)

After my talk the ladies provided a lovely spread of homemade food. They were good at giving.
I went back into the larger presentation room and this women's division lady said out loud, "She hasn't seen the gifts in front of her" (Her being me) At this point I was able to see a glass shelf like unit filled with wonderful gifts. The glass sparkled with light.

The lady then went on to say and don't forget the Christmas tree behind you.
I turned to my right and sure enough there was a live Christmas tree covered in colourful sparklingly lights.
When I woke up I realised what was going on and why. And later that morning my loved one rung and said they were going to try to work it all out and this meant they didn't need my help only my love and ongoing ear to listen.
In a matter of moments everything changed I had been taken to the edge of my willingness to give up most of what I had to help a loved one, only to find that it wasn't needed after all.
So what is life teachings us?

We will at some point of the journey be taken to the core of our fears be it money, relationships or whatever. Sometimes the test does not need to go full circle because we have come to an agreement and that was what the test was all about. In other words we learnt all we needed to about ourselves to take and accept the test as a gift of love.

Loving HU
Tryphena

Woken From a Social Slumber

23/07/09
It was a test of seeing beyond the surface to realize the beauty within another. To see the beauty within another is to realize the beauty hidden within ourselves.

"I am a servant of none and yet serve all."
These words came to me after waking my body from its night of slumber. It had been a wonderful night that was once again filled with adventure and lessons yet to master.

I became fully aware that I was with a group of people; a man within this group appeared to be very wealthy. Other women tried in vain to capture this man's attention, they fussed around him like butterflies in the wind but he wasn't having a bar of it.

I looked towards the man and watched as he spoke with others; his face appeared red, like he had a skin condition of some kind. His skin could have been very off putting.

Yet the women still flocked to him because of his status in life.
As the man spoke something in me changed and as my thoughts about this man altered so did his outer appearance.
I could now see the hidden beauty within the image of man. The surface image changed and I with it.

Now his skin glowed with a radiant light but there was still an air of arrogance about the man. I wanted to know more. He ate among us using all the skills of a person who was use to presenting well in the social circles of those born into an upper class.

He finished his plate and held it out for other's to take away. But none came forward so I took the plate from him and cleaned it in the kitchen to ensure it was correctly cleaned.
(Removing what lies on the surface to reveal the hidden beauty.)

The food was hard to remove from his plate so I said to others around me to take ones time to ensure all the dishes were thoroughly cleaned.
Once the plate was clean enough I placed it in this strange looking dishwasher and headed back to where the others were still sitting.
The noble or wealthy man turned towards me and asked me if I wanted to walk with him in the garden. I agreed and left the room with him. The night’s chilly air surrounded us like a cloak of consciousness, so he removed his jacket and gently placed it around my shoulders as we walked into the moonlight.
My body stirs out here; calling me back here I am once more to record my inner journey.
Loving HU is Singing HU

Giving Is The True Heart of Wealth.

25/07/09

The outer journey started and lead to my inner adventure.
Last night I read from a book that I had just purchased, it was a self help type of book that for some reason I had been drawn to read. What attracted me to the book was listening to the author being interviewed on a TV program in New Zealand. It is very rare for me to read any other books than books on the teachings of Eckankar.

I am very careful with what I feed into my consciousness because I do not choose to enter another person’s reality.
I headed for bed having read a chapter from this book. I decided to break from my routine of reading only from ECK books before sleep and said inwardly to myself if this book is not for me to read then show me.

And so the inner journey began:
I was helping my parent’s tidy one of their inner homes because they were about to journey around the countryside to sell their wares to others
(A key about buying into other peoples thoughts)

I noted with interest that some of their wares were old collectibles!!!
(Past knowledge, being sold or presented as new - back to the book)

I have finished helping my parents and was about to move on. While resting on a couch I could see the main road down this long drive way. I watched in dismay as these youths turned up the drive way, the first two turned with care but the last two almost didn't make it when they chose to turn suddenly in front of the oncoming cars.
(There are lessons to be learnt when you suddenly take a turn to follow others blindly without giving much thought to others in your pat - you cut them off)

The youths arrived at the house and approach me for money. They asked me if I would sponsor them. They said that they were raising funds for a holiday.
I hesitated on giving any money because of the way some of youths chose to drive so carelessly (Another lesson) but then I decided to give them my last twenty dollars that I had in my purse.
(Holding on limits ones own wealthy state) So I gave the youths my last dollar and said to them, "Promise me that you will attend a defensive drive class because some of you nearly didn't make it here" and so it was agreed.

It occurred to me that helping the students to gain their freedom gave me my freedom and so I too headed off on my holiday adventure.
I was driving along a road that appeared on one level to be flat and yet it felt like I was driving up hill. In front of me appeared this building. It was an incredible structure of awesome beauty.
It looked like the top of a lighthouse with all its huge glass windows and huge arched doorways, there was this long hall like structure running along the right hand side. The long structure of the halls roof appeared like the ribs of a fish. This area was open to the sky. Looking at it from a distance the building appeared like a giant question mark.

I kept on driving towards the building when a narrow road appeared on the left hand side, so I decided to drive around the front of the building. You had this odd feeling on having nothing underneath you.
I parked my car and got out and I wondered where the heck am I? 369 degrees around me was the ocean, I was standing on what appeared like solid ground and yet the whole building and car park felt like it was suspended in mid air high above this massive ocean. The view was beyond description it was so beautiful.

Some people were lying on the ground looking skywards while others stood in front of this almost invisible wall of glass; the area was shape like a huge circle.
Once again there was this strange feeling of standing on flat ground and yet still moving upwards. I got out my camera to take some photos (Mind Maps) it was then that I noticed a man wearing a formal suit, he had darker skin than mine and I thought he was a Maori Elder, a keeper or a protector...

The Elder was explaining to this other tourist about the scared nature of the ocean below. I moved closer to the edge there was a feeling of being... I then looked down into this mighty ocean; the feeling it was so unnerving to see something so far below you. It was then I saw the humpback whales frolicking in the ocean below me.

I wanted to take a photo of this amazing sight; it was when I held the camera up to my eye that my son appeared beside me.
I knew how to take good photos and store them in my mind. It was a nature ability that I had to record my inner images and adventures. I was about to be taught a lesson.

I held the camera to my eye but then noticed the back of the camera was missing!! I became distracted from the view as I tried to work out what how the camera worked on the inside. I could see all the workings of the camera and started to poke around. Some parts of the camera when touched altered and distorted the image.

My son’s voice brought me back to reality, he said to me, "Mum just take the photo, do not worry about how the camera works, just take the photo"
And so I did. It was at this point in time that I realized the back of the camera was in my purse that lay on the ground some distance behind me. I looked and saw my bag; I held out my hand and said, "Come" instantly the bag was with me.
(I question myself as to why I still felt the need to have something that I know longer needed in my life - back to the book)

The mind is very clever but it is not our master. I knew already what I knew and yet I had chosen to read from another’s limit knowledge.
To do so nearly stopped me from taking the photo because I was being distracted by the back of the camera being missing and exposing its working to me. It was a mind trap, you see we know what we know. I had already been taught to fine tune my ability to take and record wonderful inner photos by the ECK Masters.

Each photo I am able to store within me. When I agree to be taken beyond my comfort zone, I can take photos and record what I do and see. The inner journey expands and keeps on expanding, without any limits.
The mind tells us we are poor, when we are not. The mind creates distractions to keep it within what it knows. My journey began when I gave away my last twenty dollar note so others could take a holiday. The gift was returned to me in the form of me taking my own holiday I ended up viewing the humpback whales in a place not here in this world.

How wonderful is the journey through life for you?
For me it is our ability to love and to feel the love. That is what this journey is all about.
Loving HU
Tryphena
This is my personal journey and may not truly reflect the teachings of Eckankar

Loving Every Point of My Resistance

28/07/11
All one is love has always been ~ LOVE ~

The golden contract is to meet and greet with unconditional love every point of one's past resistance to living a life completely immersed within the ever flowing river of Divine love
To love every past moment with equal measure as all resistance is dissolved in the path of Divine Love. In thought, word and deed ♥ I will love you for all that I am ♥ I am love

This was my inner journey last night:
To manifest love within every point of my past resistance, to be love, to become my living word, it is to be forgiving, accepting and loving of it. No resistance to the river of loves eternal flow must there ever be, for all is love and within its love we are finally free.

*Love is a transformer of life on all levels ~ all that has been touch by love is forever changed within its mighty flow. All resistance to the flow of love will in time be cleansed from within one’s heart and you will be left to love all life like never before
Soul has chosen a life path for its love to manifest within all of its realities as it seeks to know its self within all that it is within the whole of IT
GOD is LOVE and SOUL is a spark of GOD’s LOVE

Resist me and I will only love you more ♥ HU ♥ I love you life and I thank you for loving me unconditionally for it is within your love that I am now free
Loving HU is Singing HU

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