Past Life - Knight of the Templar

7/8/09

Guilt from a past life controlling deep seated fears of being wealthy in this life time

The journey began in a satsang class (Eckankar study class) of which I was the teacher. The class was studying one of Eckankar‘s many monthly discourses available to members of Eckankar. This month’s discourse discussed the use of the ECK Vidya which is the Ancient Science of Prophecy, the modus operandi of delving into the past, present and future and used by the Adepts of the Ancient Order of Vairagi; an aspect of ECK, the fulfillment of the total awareness of God.

I have always been drawn to the study of the ECK Vidya. During our class study we entered a discussion about the dark. Fellow students did not feel comfortable in the dark and indeed had a fear of it.

I on the other hand didn’t mind the dark; in fact I could always see enough light within the dark to get me by, so it was no fear of the dark for me.

It is of great interest to me how life provides us with information and or experiences that act like a spring board in the inner worlds of God. I headed for bed feeling really exhausted so sleep came very quickly to the body and I was free. I found myself at home in my kitchen with my daughter when we heard a knock on the back door. My back door has three panes of bubble type glass and through the glass I could see the shape of a very tall man standing there he kept knocking on my door.

I said, “Who are you. What is your name?” I was about to open the door to a total stranger when my daughter pulled my hand aside and put the snip chain on the door so he could not enter my home.

(Watch your back and who you let into your state of consciousness) I walked through my kitchen and into the dining room. (The kitchen is a place where spiritual food is prepared and the dining area is where the spiritual food is presented) As I entered my dining room I also stepped in to a higher state of awareness.
I went over to a window and pushed it wide open then looked back towards my back porch. I leant right out and called out to the man, “Is that you Marc, is that you?” No reply.

(At this point I appeared to know who Marc was but out here I had no recollection of any such person)

The scene opens before me like a window into another place in time. I see a knight standing directly in front of me he just stared back at me. I knew he was a Knight of the Templar.

He wore a chain like hood and chest protector and held in front of him a very long sword that had its tip sitting on the ground. The man turns and sits on my pathway looking directly in front of him.
Where I would normally have my hedge was now a green open field with rolling hills in the far distance. The man pulls the chain hood off his head and it drops to his shoulders; he is still looking into the distance. He has shoulder length blonde hair and has a look of a noble and honorable man about him, but something is troubling him very deeply.
Then I heard a cat meow from under my house. Souls view showed me the cries sounded like a trapped animal I called to my cat Sam looking through the air vents in my homes brick work. Her cries woke the body up.

I wake up here and wonder about what I have just experienced; what is a knight of the Templar, this was the first time I could recall hearing those words in this life time

With this question in my thoughts I re entered my inner worlds and found myself back in a the same past life. I was playing around having fun when instantly life opens yet another door to me.

In front of me and standing in an open field were three Knights of the Templar dressed and ready for battle. They sat on horses that wore white sashes with a red sign on the side. In a flash the scene alters yet again and I can see in the distance these men were about to be attacked by an army of foot men who came racing at them in mass.
I was now a part of what was going on so I tried to fire a gun I had from the now, but it didn’t work back in time.

I did not see the outcome of the ambush but it did not look very good for the knights. The feeling was one of our own had betrayed us and set us up.
I then find myself in this stone walled room surrounded by a few other knights like myself. I was being accused of some deed that I had not committed. This lady or man dressed is a long white robe that was tied at the waist comes charging towards me with what was known as the Sword of Truth.

The white robed person attempts to stab my heart but the sword would not pass through my body instead the blade buckled with a ripple like effect. I was standing beside a huge dark hole in the stone floor and one of the men standing beside me, pushed me down the hole. I was left to die in the darkness of the dungeon.

I instantly wake up back here again and write down what had happen to me.

As my day unfolds so the hidden truth is revealed to me. I did some research on the web into the name the Knight of the Templar

I learnt a lot about what the knights did or didn’t do. The man name Marc was supposed to be my friend yet he did not stand up for me but what he did do was visit me as I slowly died in the dark damp dungeon. I had but one tiny vent hole of which I would call out to him. Marc, Marc are you there can you hear me? (How I know when something in my heart is being healed, is tears flow as I just type those words. I called for help but none came)

I learnt that part of being a Knight of the Templar was we could not own anything. So to have wealth in this life time on a very deep hidden level made me feel guilty because I was not supposed to own anything. I realized today what I no longer need to carry this in my heart. Because of what I was able to experience I am now able to release the hidden guilt from within me. I have learnt my lesson from that past life time. I said to life that I am ready, able and willing to accept wealth into my life. I accept what the abundant of all life is to me, with love and gratitude.

The dark, yes it was in that life time that I learnt to create light from the darkness that I had wrongfully been cast into until my body perished

You see the teachings of Eckankar go way beyond the knowledge of science, the knowledge of any book we may choose to read. The ECK Vidya helps to heal our lives, a healed person is a more able to love and accept life.

Loving HU

Tryphena

This is my personal journey and my truth not truly reflect the teachings of Eckankar

A Journey to Remember

28/7/09

So often I forget what I am here to remember ♥
I woke in my inner worlds to find myself in what could best be described as a room at the back of a court room. There weren't any signs that this was so, but this is what I felt the room was to me.
In the room appears my doctor
She said to me, "Remember to get it in, that you remember because you have a photogenic mind"
I nodded in acknowledgement and entered the next room. This room was set up like a very small family court. There was a stand where the judge sat and a small dock for the witness or other.
The door opens and in walks my Doctor to take her place as the judge?
Instantly I woke up and wrote down all I felt, heard and saw.

Sometimes something’s doesn't make a lot of sense at the time. It may take time to realize the fullness of an experience, hence the importance of recording your dreams and or using a gratitude journal.
For my part I feel that I know what the meeting with my doctor is linked to. Some is linked to my ongoing experiences about using my inner camera.

I am still subscribed to a number of business type newsletters that we had subscribed to while running our business.
A tip from one such newsletter this morning read:
Tip of the week
"Learn to use your software properly. You will work much more efficiently and be more comfortable with the technology if you do. The Help function within most programmers is a good place to start."

This message really jumped out at me as a reminder to use what we have been given and if you ever have any doubts in your ability to complete the task as given to remember, the ECK and the MAHANTA set the stage knowing you are ready and fully capable of completing whatever it is, that needs to be done.

For me it is about reaching and being able to dwell within the highest of high within life.
It’s learning to master your own software programs or the gifts that you bring to life.
Who are we and why we are here, comes to mind.
What gifts do we have that we can use more efficiently or become the master of, for the Good of ALL?
Lastly whenever you feel out of your depth, for whatever reason, remember to use the help function with the program.
Sing HU and do the spiritual exercises of ECK, with love.
What is the software that you are attempting to use, indeed what is the program? Some software programs do not show all the help buttons and so it may take time and effort on your part to master every feature of the program. The program being, life ITs self.
We live in a world that is filled with self help programs, one of these self help programs if you want to call it that, is the teachings of Eckankar.
Eckankar may be called many different things and has been. Today it is the Religion of the Light and Sound of God. It provides us with all we need to take the next step on our journey home to God.
Eckankar offers us so much; I am and always will be, very grateful to past, present and in the near future of those that have chosen to give their time to serve within the outer structure of Eckankar. Without such willing and giving Souls within the outer structure we would not have access to all that Eckankar provides.
www.eckankar.org

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The journey so far...this is to acknowledge the door is always open to the next chapter, the next level or however you see the spiritual development of this world within the lower division of the God Worlds
Dialogues with the Master
Paul Twitchell
pge 172
"The God wisdom comes in such wonderful ways. God helps those who wish to be helped."

Loving HU
Tryphena
This is my personal journey and may not fully reflect the teachings of

The Inner Sliver Teapot

14/03/09


Our attitudes and gratitude changes everything. A loving thought vibrates differently...

Yesterday I had a wee problem that unfolded like this:
I had a old laptop with Windows ME as its operating system. I wanted to use the old laptop with our areas new data projector so we could present Sri Harold's DVDs to the public which for me was like a dream come true.

Unfortunately I couldn't install any updated virus protection on the old system and so I decided to upgrade the windows system to Windows XP. I tried and failed over and over again....I got just a wee bit hmmm off balanced would be a nice way of putting things

The ECK (The Holy Spirit), the Mahanta (Inner Master) have so much to teach us...I gave up, the computer was now stuck in no man’s land. I couldn't un-install and the computer wouldn't complete the set-up, so headed for bed. I realized that I had most likely pushed the old computer too far with my high expectations of its ability to perform and serve my needs!!

Before sleep I admitted my role and responsibility then said, "I surrender, be it for the good of all." My body slipped into the sleep state and I found myself in front of this huge white screen.

A test appeared on the screen. The test was about how you felt about your heart...

You ticked the box that you felt best described how your heart felt to you...Pretty easy, well that really depends... I started to tick the boxes not fully aware of the consequences of my thoughts about myself.

The Inner Voice spoke ever so gently to me. The voice told me that my thoughts about my heart carried a vibration and altered the contents of this oval shaped silver tea pot that appeared out of the blue...I learnt what love can create; a lack of love can also destroy...

The silver teapot stood out like it was saying to me… Is this your cup of tea...some may know the saying, "It’s not my cup of tea" Well actually it is our loving heart that creates the Tea. We can ignore and keep on keeping on or we can choose to alter what we drink from the cup of God.

This morning I got up and turned on the old computer. I pushed the start button with a loving thought, I accept, I release for the good of all, I would like to use this laptop for ECK. While I left the laptop to sort its self out if it could, I chose to share this story with you...now I have something to share. The laptop that caused me so much grief last night has now completed its set up and is now fully loaded with Windows XP...God Bless Life...I am ever so grateful and will now ensure more than ever that each thought is filled with love.

Loving HU

A Journey Back in Time

10th March 2010

Soul Journeys via the cord of love always love. Love does not stand its ground for it is a form of attachment to do so. Love flows endless within the ocean of its first creation. What is love? You are love, life is love, so pause for a moment to breathe in God’s love for you and all you are to IT.
IT gave birth, you are ITs creation ~ Soul a Divine Spark of GOD.
♥ Z ♥

The night filled with lessons and fun and laughter

I left my body to sleep in this outer world and awoke on the inner to find myself in OZ visiting with a dear ECK friend of mine. The draw card of this soul is his love of life and the way he always appears so filled with fun and laughter. He is such a wonderful expression of what Divine Love is.

How one travels to visit with another, for me it comes about with the images I choose to carry within. If a place my attention on an image of a place or person then I am able to be there. This sounds good well yes and no because it depends on the image and how much emotion negative or positive that I am pouring into the image which then creates my reality of it for me to learn from.
Love needs to always be the image of one’s heart’s desire to be.

Negative images are just as quickly apart of my journey if I hold on to them. Thought creates an image then our emotions empower its creation. On the inner this is an instant process. a blink and it’s real.

I next find myself looking at this beach of such white glistening sand. Some people are sitting playing in the sand but none are choosing to swim in the ocean.

The ocean had stillness and timelessness to it as the light reflected from its surface the water glistened like a million of diamonds would do.

I hear a name of a town from my past whispered in my ear. Instantly I know that this adventure is link to my past within this life time. So many times as I am unfolding I am taken back to this place.

I watched as the stillness of the ocean changed and a large shadow appeared from the depths of the oceans waves. I could see the body mass as it rose to the surface, the word rang out Shark!! Get out of the water people started to shout shark!!

No one was in the water nor had they been and yet the fear of it was intense and was being spread along the beach like wild fire

I watched this shark swim along the shore line in one direction, each time it broke the water’s surface I noticed its body form was changing and reverting back in time. The shark was Soul Travelling back in time. Each time it surfaced its body altered. It then took on a body of a prehistoric shark. This is the second time I have seen this prehistoric shark the last time I was taken back this far back in time was when I asked a question if global warming was true.

But that's another story.

I watched this ancient creature from the ocean of a historic time then leap from the water and fly through the air to land in another ocean. The beach you see was part of a peninsular.

Instantly I am back in another body which is still sleeping within the inner worlds.

I watch (SOUL) while I am also within the sleeping body. As my body sleeps I watch my husband (translated from this outer world) walk over to my sleeping body bend over and kiss it ever so loving along side of its eye. Such love flowed through his kiss that the sleeping body stirred from its slumber.

Such joy was felt within his kiss with it touch came a feeling of his never ending love of me. His body sparkled, his eyes shone such was a moment of pure love bliss to be.

I woke my body up out here feeling restored and ready.

Love is my master and I am a devoted student of IT.

My endless questions released and consumed within the Ocean of Divine Love

My husband had stood on the beach of white sand watching over me.
His love it beckons me to be with him.
In time we all journey back to dwell within the Ocean of Love and Mercy

Loving HU

Tryphena

A Tree of Love and Wisdom

If we choose to climb to the very top of the tree of life using a silver ladder, in doing so we are to accept and take full responsibility for whatever is in our life, in the NOW

It is an inner journey of self responsibility for ones journey into the heart of the GOD Worlds.

It is to know one’s self within the layers within one’s self; we are always the master of the worlds below us and always the seeker of what we are yet to remember of who we are and why we are here...

The seeker chose to climb the tree of life and so placed a sliver ladder against the tree that reached way beyond their sight.

The tree of life was narrow and column in shape. Meaning that the ladder used to reach the very top of the tree didn't have a lot of support, this meant the journey to the very top of the tree was always going to be a little risky.

But the seeker so desired to see what life looked like from the very top of the tree of life.

Loving life within each of the GOD Planes takes balance...

Still the seekers desire to get to the top of the tree was more consuming that the fear of any risk of falling from the ladder.

And so the seeker climbed higher and higher right to the very top in fact, all was as it needed to be…

Then over head the seeker heard a helicopter (A physical disturbance within the ECK stream that is the wind of choice and willingness to change) and they turned towards the sound above them here they saw a cropping helicopter (Energy sprayer creating waves) flying back to its base.

The mere act of taking ones attention from what one had been doing unbalance the seeker causing the seeker to fall from the great height they had reached while climbing ladder.

The pain of the fall from such a great height impacted throughout the seekers body…They lay still and motionless on the grass unable to move due to the bodies pain.

The seekers pain was so all consuming that their body no longer had the will to move.

Help arrived and the seeker heard one voice speaking to another.

"Why did they not protect themselves from the fall?'

The injury to the seekers body clearly shows that the seeker did not in any way or form choose or attempt to soften their fall, why?

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Within every word, thought and action… life is expressing its self through us.

We are each other lessons in loving all life

Pain is for its self via our lower bodies, for good cause…We know what needs to be done and yet we are choosing to listen to what lies outside of ourselves which is the sleep state.. Rather than listening to the inner voice of loving divine wisdom that speaks to us from deep within our hearts..

Why are we not listening to the voice of our heart?

Listen to your heart - for it knows you like no other does..

Surround your heart centre with love and protection …

Protect yourself by staying focused in all areas of your creation
Listen always… Listen to your pain for it is the voice of wisdom speaking to YOU..

The words of a song spring to life…” Where’re all in this together.”

Loving HU

Tryphena

Author's note:
We have many bodies and layers within the ONE ♥ so when one is writing it is sharing one aspect of the many within the ONE ♥ so no image is solid or contained with what is being shared or expressed.