The Inner Swimming Pool

26/6/09

The Inner Swimming Pool

Before sleep I gave thanks for all of the love that I had received during my day…I then followed through with a promise to myself to do a monthly spiritual review, once completed I started to re align my lower bodies by bringing all that I am into the centre of all that I am..I am able to feel when I am where I need to be, it is a feeling of being love.

I left my outer body and found myself standing in front of a huge swimming pool filled with water that was so clear, it sparkled. The edge and lining of the pool was MAHANTA blue.

I was standing beside another person…I looked at the depth of the pool, it seemed not to have a bottom because the surface and the apparent bottom appeared to be almost the same, making it hard to judge just how deep the water really was..

The task for each standing up front was to dive to the bottom of the pool and retrieve something that lay on the bottom of the swimming pool. Where I was standing meant the task was even harder because in front of me were shelves or steps that lead into the water so I had to dive over the top of the steps before diving deeper.

A hand appears and gently nudges me to one side while saying to me that shifting from where I was currently standing would remove me from any danger of hitting the steps when I dived into the pool. Doing this gave me clear access to dive into the pool.

The test was a simple one, each student was asked to help to retrieve something from the bottom of the pool and bring it back to the surface.

For some not knowing how deep the water really was left them with doubts about the task as given…I chose to dive into the pool and so filled my lungs with as much air as I could and then dived into the water swimming down, down and downwards.

The items were always within sight of one but one never knew just how far away they were.

The deeper I went the tighter my lungs became as the air in them was starting to run out the pain set in, there was such pain streaming from my lungs, the deeper I swam the greater was ones pain.

I reached a point within me where the pain was controlling me so much that I craved air to breathe then the voice said to me.

“What is it that you want, God or to be released from your pain?”

O my GOD how I love thee...

We always have choice. The goal of my quest was there before me if only I could break through the pain barrier. I knew in my heart that all the pain I had been feeling was for a good cause,  so I chose to push my body to its very limits and grab what I had been sent to bring back to the surface.

I started to head for the surface but then realized I had missed two of the things that I had been asked to bring back, so I turned and once more pushed my body to the very limits of its endurance.

Once in hand I found myself instantly standing back on the edge of the pool…I had earned my freedom to now play as I please in the pool because the fear of it depth of pain was no longer controlling my life.

The pain had been replaced by my love for GOD.

With others who also rejoiced in my new found freedom, we dived bombed into the pool and had such fun and laughter with the test now all behind me until the next one that is.

 
Living a life filled with love is a test, there are so many levels to our understanding of what love is and how may we serve all life within the pool of Wisdom and Divine Love

Love is something we earn and learn from each other.

Love must be earned daily; it is a test on how we treat others

Is it with compassion or is it all about our own personal needs and desires

How we choose to treat others is how we are choosing to treat all life

And all life is GOD

Loving each other isloving GOD

Loving GOD is loving all Life

Loving HU

Tryphena

 
This is my personal journey into the GOD Worlds and may not truly reflect the teachings of ECKANKAR which is my chosen spiritual path...I give thanks with love and blessings for all gifts as given..May the Blessing BE