Soul Notes ~ The Heart of One’s Self Expression.

Copyright 2011 Tryphena Louise Williams

I will continue to write upon the page of my life's book.
All is created and expressed with love by love for love.


You cannot force the door of love to open, nor words from ones heart to flow
What is the link to the question you seek to know?
The answer lies in what you are already holding in your hand
Open your heart for you to see that loving you is loving me

One can never own true love nor can one bend or manipulate true love
For true love is the ultimate gift of freedom we may give to another

Whatever is thought, expressed and lived with love can never be lost

Love is the golden key that opens the door to accessing the scared language of love
It is the inner voice of the golden heart
There is no door that true love cannot open
Seek within the chambers of your heart an not the cobwebs that mind weaves around its own illusions about its own self importance
It is not about you nor is it about I it is about loving the life stream itself

I am not your shadow nor are you mine
Our birthright is to stand in our own light never does love casts a shadow upon another

I am this moment to know me is to be in the moment
Neither more nor less can one ever be than a moment

A gentle touch upon the surface of the pond
Awakens the ripples of what lies within the depths of the golden heart

Each is a magnet of love within the heart of another
It is to know the love that dwells within you in this very moment
How much you choose to love or not is as always your call

Life can at times feel like something is missing
Then you realize it is love that is missing
Love brightens even the dullest of days
We seek to find love outside of who we are
But the test is to find the love within whom we are
Gratitude with our attitudes

For all that love me and for all whom I love
All I have to give to you is my love

Relationships - Harmony and Balance

08/02/2010

Relationships - Harmony and Balance

An inner game or training depending on one’s gratitude, attitude, understanding; and or viewpoints.

I feel that this experience is linked to a question that I had been seeking an answer to. Last night I opened a cookie message which is also linked to this experience.

On the inner:
I found myself being asked by this man to stand in front of him on an invisible line that was around his chest height (The heart centre)

I was instructed to stand with both feet side by side. This was easier said than done because as said the line was invisible!!

Your eyes could not see the line but you could feel it with your heart.

To feel the line was to fine tune and master trusting our feelings before deciding which way to go.

Here I may add it is for the good of all, it is to feel our way through our choices.

Our choices cannot always be seen so it is a matter of opening the heart and feeling what feels right for you.

The man was giving me instructions on how to stand in balance and harmony within my lower worlds. The test or game was that the original person or body was to carry the weight of the others as they created the next layer.

You ended up with what may look  like a cheer leader’s pyramid.

How and where you stood created the foundation for your next layer.

One needed to be able to feel what needed to be.

What is the foundation of a good personal relationship with our lower bodies?

This thought also flows into our personal relationships with others be they male or female.

It also applies to the environment that we are serving life in like our work or organisations etc

There are so many words that describe our relationships with all life:

Love

Balance

Harmony

Trust

Respect

Understanding

Humour

Compassion

Each of us will have a list of our own personal words.

The test for me was going just fine until I looked down at the man training me.

Looking into his eyes all of a sudden my playful nature couldn't take what I was being asked to do too seriously.

Humour is good for us but there is a time and place for everything.

I was blessed because my teacher had a good sense of humour as well.

There is time for playfulness and time to be 100% up to speed with the game play because others are depending on you.

If you were to stand back for a better look you may see a triangle of layers then another layer going the other way so the symbol looking back at you looks more like a diamond.

For me this is an image of our inner and outer relationship with life. The inner triangle is reflecting in the outer with both, being connected by this fine invisible line called the feelings within our hearts...The heart’s inner most core ...

There is so much more to master when it comes to forming loving relationships with others and indeed all life..

Loving HU is Singing HU

Tryphena L Williams

This is my own personal experience and may not truly reflect the teachings of Eckankar which is my chosen spiritual path as I journey home to GOD.

When We Speak With Life and Ask a Question

03/01/2011

When we speak with life with a heart filled with love the answer always returns to us within a wave of enlightenment.

Before sleep I was feeling very much loved I had spent some time on FB reading and exchanging messages with such loving Soul’s that my heart centre was left wide open.
When our heart is opened to receiving love from others anything is possible and IS.

Once again I am in and out of my inner worlds as my body sleeps only to be woken yet again so I may record all that is being given to me by the Master’s
How may I serve thee has been in my thoughts on and off for a few days now.
I do not always understand at first what I am experiencing.

I dreamt of strange man whose face I had never seen before standing next to me telling me that I am to go on holiday with him to Western Australia?

I have no idea who this man is to me but on some level I must have known and trusted him for me to have allowed him to stand so close to me because I have a big bubble of space that I keep wrapped around myself.

He said to me “Tryphena how are you let me see your wedding band finger?”

So I showed him and it was then that noticed I am wearing a gold wedding band and a strange large solitaire diamond ring. I had not been aware that I was wearing this ring on my finger until he asked to see my finger. The diamond was hidden as I wore the ring with the diamond facing my palm for some odd reason.
(It is the same ring that was placed on my finger in a dream around two months ago.)
The man told me in a true marriage a ring is not necessary and that I was to go holiday with him?
I asked, “Where?”
He replied, "Come and I will show you" He is now sitting in front of this computer screen and he types something and this photo appears. It is a building that looked like a huge white dialect like out of DR WHO.
The building was sitting high on a hilltop overlooking this beautiful ocean sort of like a light house.
It had these white poles coming from it. .I said to the man. “I know that place" and then asked, "Where is it?” The building looked like a star dome observatory.”
He said, "It is in Western Australia that is where we are going together."

This dream had mixed feelings for me.
I didn't know the man and yet I felt that I did.
I didn't know the place and yet I felt that I did.
It was like I was going on a holiday and yet this was to be my work?
I heard another voice say, "Can he find me a job too?"
I got up to record my journey in my dream journal it was in the middle of the night.
I then head back into my inner worlds once more.

I find myself asleep in a bed.. I wake up to see this huge TV screen in front of me and on the screen is an ECKANKAR Broadcast. It is all in words and is telling a person’s story..Such joy and excitement enters my heart because out here I cannot view the ECK broadcasts because my TV doesn't have the right decoder.
I thought this is so cool that I am now able to see this...
I am reading the words as they stream across the TV screen...Then I see my own name Tryphena Williams written several times within the story. O my goodness it’s my story about the little tin box that they telling.
I am so shocked to see my name on the TV screen that I duck for cover under my bedding.
I heard voices in the room are saying it is so good to see ECKANKAR on TV.

When our hearts are filled with love then we are able to see and access whatever the Master wants us to see and know.

As I woke the ECK masters name Shamus-I-Tabriz came into my thoughts..
Our dreams or as we call them the inner worlds are always a part of who we are. It is a matter of training ourselves with the loving guidance of the MAHANTA so we are able to remember and record what is occurring in our inner worlds.
I do my part:
I sing HU throughout my day
I do my spiritual exercises daily...
I read from the ECK books daily...
I record all my inner adventures as soon as I wake up.
Recording my inner worlds is very important to me
I feel that that it is our willingness to work within the flow that keeps our inner doors open...
We may be shown our past - present or future..if this is for good cause for this to be so..

Many years ago while sleeping in my inner worlds the ECK Master's Rebazar Tarzs and Wah Z came over to my sleeping body and gently turned the body onto its back while whispering to me to always sleep on my back.

My understanding was that this sleep position helps the body stay still as it slept.

Loving HU ♥♫♫♥

Tryphena L Williams

Sound Vibrations ~

The dream worlds or inner worlds are known to some as the Far Country:
It is here we master living life in the ECK stream in what may appear at times like hype speed. We may experience life in a most unexpected way.

My inner journey ~ The Sound Vibration ~

In front of me was what could best be described as blob of colourless formless clay.
I felt the clay was a symbol of what was yet to take form ~ LIFE ~ Formless that was yet to take on form.
What occurred was so interesting to me. My thoughts vibrating was heard as the voice of SOUL.
As the inner voice or sound of SOUL vibrated so the formless clay in front of me took on the form of the sound that my voice was vibrating.

Can you imagine how incredible it was to watch life taking form as the sound current it flowed through you?
Wonder beyond delight comes to mind.
But with this moment of creation also came total responsibility for my every thought.
So it is with what is taking form as one writes what one hears vibrating within ones being.

Each thought was taking form..My sound created in front of me this image of sound waves that appeared to flow from a centre core of vibration. I can see it so clearly on my inner screen, even now.
What I saw was my thought creating a vibration that also took on colour.
We go about life thinking sometimes endless thoughts not realizing what we are creating in our life.
If we pause long enough we can see why the spiritual exercises of ECKANKAR are so very important to our long term well being.
Our thoughts are the art work we know as life.
How may I serve thee?
The reply as always has always been the same …
Every thought, word and deed is to be created with as much love, as you are able to handle...

Loving HU
Tryphena

visit http://www.eckankar.org/

Out With the Old and In with New

01/02/2010

I entered a room with Eckist that I did not know out here but did in the room. There had been some sort of gathering and we were all helping to pack everything away. A female chela (Student of the teachings of Eckankar) approaches me and asks where to put a white plastic bags filled with old newspapers (PAST old NEWS )

She went on to say that she had been in ECK for sometime but had forgotten where something’s belonged (Clue)
I replied, “O I see while pointing to where the bags (Karma) belonged
(It was to put away the toys of the lower worlds)
(Time and the timing thereof everything in one’s past needs to be gathered up and put away where it belongs)

The dream jumped like my dreams tend to do from here to there in a moment.
Now I am walking with others along what looks like a brand new road to only God knows where. I turn to look behind me as I hear the engine of a small plane.

I see this small white plane flying towards us and it is about to land on the brand new road.
We all step aside to allow the plane full access to the road. The plane made a perfect landing and then to my utter amazement the pilot swung the plane around 360 degrees on the spot.

A young female pilot jumps out and I recall saying, " I want to be able to do that."
I was amazed how the pilot had mastered the PLANE to such a degree that they could turn the plane around in such away while remaining on the same spot.
Instantly I am awake out here and record all as given in my dream journal.

My Dream Notes:
My thoughts went back to how many years I have spent in this outer world studying the teachings of Eckankar then instantly the penny drops when I realize what the year 2010 means to me with regards to my Eckankar membership. (A cycle of completion)

Seconds later I am back in my inner worlds

Now I am in the house of my father

I am standing in this massive walk in wardrobe and looking around I notice that every bit of the clothing was white and brand new and some still had price tags on them.
I went to my father and said to him, “All these brand new clothes and some with price tags still attached and you my father have paid for them all.”

The clothing belonged to my father’s daughter who was about to take on a new job. The age of the daughter was the exact age of my Eckankar membership.
(Again the message was out with the old clothes and in with the new clothes)
I know in the house of my father that new work is about to unfold in my life.
From the inner all does come to one with loving acceptance of all that may need to be done)
How it is for me:
My love for life may be misunderstood by others at times and the word ego may slips silently through others thoughts
I know when I put my body to sleep that I am where I need to be and I know I am going somewhere to study or learn more about life.
I know when I am given the nudge to wake up that I will remember all as it is given to me
Is my knowing what I know ego? Some may judge it to be so but I know what I know and need to know to grow and I know who I am and what I must do to complete my mission before leaving this outer world.

I chose this body for good cause and I make no apologies for how it is in the eyes and hearts of others. I love life so much and each one of you is a part of my worlds of HU.

(I cry my tears for some of you) I love you with all my heart
I am here to learn from you all, we are both the seeker and the teacher all in one
Loving HU ♥ Loving YOU ♥ Loving ME ♥ Loving Wah Z ♥

What is Your Name?

3rd August 2011

Two days wakeup call *What is your name?* A complete stranger asked of me. Instantly I am jolted back into the core of my inner hearts loving grace, a reminder that life is not a race.

(I have coin the name Two days; for me this is a personal way of seeing my inner and outer worlds as one living reality)

Sometimes we may forget the gifts that ECK Masters have blessed us with.
We may find ourselves starting to feel this huge weight of self responsibility pressing in on us ~ We may briefly forget our divine nature and true purpose of our existence...

And so the journey began, I woke up this morning feeling very tired, I had been busy in my inner worlds cleaning and tidying things up.

I headed out for my days work with a lot on my mine and I felt overwhelmed in a way at what may be ahead of me and would I be able to handle the tests of the flow of life as it streamed through my bodies.

I pulled up at one of my delivery points along the way and push the intercom button to be let into the building. A man anwered and opened the lower level doos for me. I headed up four flights of stairs to find he wasn’t waiting at the door for me so I left the box of fruit beside the door
I  headed back down stairs when I heard a man's voice calling out to me from above (Clue)

“Do you want all of your boxes back?” he asked. I replied, “Yes for sure” I then turned to run back up the stairs to meet him at the door.

Inside the man reached up to gather all the old boxes for me..There were exactly eight boxes (clue) I picked up four of the boxes and then said to the man, “If you bring the others boxes as far as the door that would be great” He replied, “That’s ok I will carry them to the van for you”

So here we where two strangers in passing.  I struck up a conversation with the man as we both walked down the stairs. It went along the lines of  the importance of keeping fit and being happy to keep you young.

At the van I thanked the man very much for helping me and gave him a big warm smile. Then I proceeded to load the boxes into the back of the van.

The man stood there for a few seconds just watching me. He then popped his head around the back of the man and said, “What is your name?” I replied, “Tryphena” He smiled and said, “I am Glen”
Then the total stranger and I parted knowing who each was by name.

What did I learn?
When the man asked me for my name it jolted me back into my inner worlds to remember my inner names and how I had earned the gift of knowing my three spiritual names. (Tears)

The man asking for my outer birth name reminded me of the love and trust that I have in the ECK Masters to be there for me whenever I call for them by name.

I was also reminded of who I am within the flow.
The meeting of this man and I appeared out of blue but it was not just a random event for like all life there was a good cause in our meeting and effect was to wake me up

The man's offer to help me carry the boxes was also a wake up call for me to remember to ask for help whenever I feel a need for it and that  love will always be there for me.

In another post I will share with you how I was given (Earned)  my three spiritual names over a long period of time:

Zeean ~ Zeebar ~ Zeeoot

My last two names were a gift to me by the ECK Master Rebazar Tarzs

http://www.eckankar.org/Masters/Rebazar/

Loving HU is Singing HU
Tryphena