Soul Singers Love Bringers

Soul Singers ~ Love Bringers
30/07/2011

I walked through this door into what at first appeared like an interview room for singing auditions. In front of me sitting at a desk was this young lady.. I stated to sing for her I had been asked to sing. I sung it well but missed some of the notes.

She asks me to sing this song for her then she looks up at me and smiles. I said to her that I sing my best when I am singing my own songs at home

(The voice of soul the heart of SOUL is LOVE)

The lady gets up and so I follow we both take a seat at this high table that had bar stools for chairs.. This photo appears out the blue of the table. I looked at the photo then I said to the lady; we need more soul singers to bring the love into this world their love will change this world…
(The true sound of Soul is its voice of love)

In the photo that I was looking at were five male singers all dressed in pure white suits.

The lady then got up and went to this large glossy wall poster and wrote something on it, was it my name or was it hers indeed did it really matter?

It was the signature of the golden heart of Soul ~ The soul singers voice will sing of its love of every living thing and all will change has the voice of soul is heard to sing.

The dream jumps to show me something else that I needed to experience but this but of my journey is for me alone..

(The key learning points that stood out for me about this soul travel journey

1) Love is everything and everything is love
2) Love sings best at home (The Heart of soul is home for me
3) It is important for each to sing their own song
4) The true voice of soul is love
5) Soul singers are love bringers


Loving HU is Singing HU

Tryphena

An Inner Journey ~The Wild Horses in The Face of Fear

By Tryphena Louise Williams on Tuesday, 30 March 2010

I am SOUL having Its experience via my own self created reality both here and the worlds beyond. All worlds are life expressing its self.

The body it slept so deeply it needed to rest having felt a lack of sleepless nights were starting to have effect on it.

I was on a higher level almost like a landing looking down below me I could see this man who was struggling with his life choices. He had no real home to speak of and had very little to call his own.

All he had he carried with him wherever he went. What he was choosing to hold on too had started to weigh him down. I could see this like weights tied around him. He was a very enlighten Soul I could see this also but he appeared not yet ready to let go of what he was choosing to hang to.

I looked so very loving down at him then in my hand appeared three lead like cards I had to give the cards to him. I said this to him, "These will weigh you down even further".
But within his love he chose to accept the cards that I had to give him.
 The cards were like cards of karma or links if you like *destiny within one mission*

My feeling was this SOUL had the inner strength to know what he needed to do. His total acceptance was his true measure. Love is as always the key

There was this feeling that this SOUL would master all as was given to him because of his ability to love life.

All that he needed to master was to decide what he wanted or was willing to let go of, then he would be free from the load he was holding on to.

This is not about anyone as such, it is a like an example of how we may be feeling sometimes about our life and or our mission within all we have chosen to serve within

Not all chose the high path but this SOUL had made its choice and it was  love that was the measure of gift within.

I then climbed down to the level of the man as I did so a road appeared. At first the road appeared like it had melted in sun. The road appeared like a river of sticky tar.

I didn't want all that tar sticking me to my feet so I hesitated while hearing the voice of fear saying to me. "If you stand in the tar it will stick to you do, you want this?" The answer was.," No I do not."

But I knew in my heart what knew I had do, so I jumped down from where I was only to find the river of tar now appeared like puddle under my feet so I walked but as I walked the puddle suddenly became a deep river that instantly came up to my armpits The voice of fear said me, "You have know idea how deep this water is going to get so you may drown." But the knowing in me knew what it knew and so it chose to keep walking.

Interestingly my clothing now instantly changed and I was wearing a pair of short leg blue overalls the sort that I had worn at high school to do our gym exercises in

I continued my journey I was looking for those who I knew had gone before me. I wanted to find them so I could be with them; the knowing within knew where this was to be.

The water disappeared as quickly as the fear of it was set aside.

My journey continued and I entered this bush, the voice of fear said to me, "Do you want do go in there, you will become lost." but I knew what I knew and entered any way.

I thought I will follow the path which I did only to find the path was removed from my sight. I was alone in this bush not knowing where I was going nor where I was.

The voice of fear constantly tried to holt my process. I thought I will keep going and the path it will reveal its self to me if I keep going and do not halt within the face of my fear of being alone, I was alone on my journey home to God.

I see ahead of me these wild horses they look at me and challenge my right to in here with them.

These horses appeared to be so power with their freedom to roam and do as they pleased.

They all came galloping full tilt up me, I felt trapped, they surrounded me. The fear now thundered inside of me, these horse will they trample me into the ground, will they bite and kick me for daring to enter their land?

Some of horses threw back their heads and pawed at the ground with their hooves while looking directly at me.

I went really quiet and stood very still within the total and complete trust I felt in face of my fear of these wild horses and how they if they so chose could harm me. I felt caged and trapped then the leading horse came up to me, it pushed its head so close to my face, I feel could its breath on my skin, I looked directly into its eyes.

But strangely I did not fear it, it was as if knew who it was to me. The horse opened its mouth and took my right arm into its mouth. I felt the gentle pressure of its loving hold on my arm then the horse it spoke to me with words I knew and yet have still to know..

I cried out, this is because the knowing is now so much apart of whom I AM and yet I still know nothing within it all.

I cannot recall the wisdom the horse spoke to me. But is does not matter for I  know
We all know, we are all same, all that is different, is remembering what we know already

I woke up.
What can I say ?

Love life with all your heart, just love your life, do your spiritual exercises, seek and find Master within you.

Let life become your passion, your hearts desire, it is to let life be all that it is within you.

Surrender your resistance to change and all will change before you you will be as new.

Sing HU with love, just for love, when our hearts love so truly love, then the inner journey home to GOD begins to unfold within the heart of who we are.

So it was a test about facing ones fear. The horses hmm I know who they are to me. They wait for each of us to come to them all in good time they wait so patiently

So it is, this is my life on edge of my reality.
It may not yours but this is the truth that I live by.

Sometimes I wonder within my ever loving heart if in this outer world another could ever dare to live with me and my sometimes ever so challenging reality. Would, could another ever understand me enough to choose to walk along side of me?

I am not sure only love knows the truth

Loving Every Point of Resistance

My Inner Journey:

Loving every point of my resistance ~I will only love you more
All is one love as love has always been

~ LOVE ~

One’s golden contract is to meet and greet with unconditional love every point of one's past resistance to living a life completely immersed within the ever flowing river of Divine love

It is to love every past moment with equal measure as all resistance is dissolved in the river of Divine Love
Be it thought, word and deed ♥
I will love you for all that I am ♥ For I am love

This was my inner journey last night:

The test as given to me was to manifest love within every point of my past resistance to being love. I was to become my living word

To be loving is to be forgiving, accepting, compassionate  of all passing through us.

I was to meet those that had caused me to feel a certain way in my past. I realized to be loving that I had to love every part of who I am unconditionally and this meant meeting up with my past pains and hurts.

*I forgive all that may have harmed me and I forgive all that I may have harmed*
May the Blessings Be

Can I love you as you are?
Can you love me for who I am?

There is to be no resistance to the river of love and its eternal flow as all life passes through us.
It is within this loving flow that we are finally free to be unconditional love.

*Love is a transformer of life on all levels ~ All that has been touched by love is forever changed within its mighty flow.
All resistance to the flow of love will in time be cleansed from within our hearts and we will be left to love all life like never before

Soul has chosen a life path for its love to manifest within all of its realities as Soul seeks to know its self, within all that it is within the whole of IT

GOD is LOVE and SOUL is a spark of GOD’s LOVE

Resist me and I will only love you more ♥ HU ♥

I love you life and I thank you for loving me unconditionally for it is within your love that I am now free

Loving HU is Singing HU

Tryphena

 Copyright © 2011 Tryphena Louise Williams



An Awakened Heart

Saturday, 24 April 2010

My heart so stirred within Its ever loving wonder....

For lifetimes I have slept only to be awakened by love Itself.

A fire burned away all that would dare to stand in its path such was the holy fire that raged within thee.
The fire as it burned showed no mercy  as all was taken from thee in the name of Divine Love.

The journey began one night while on the inner I knew after the experience that all was forever changed and I would now need to pass each test as given.

On the outer there was also an awakening of my heart as love once more stirred the coals of my hearts desire.

The flames burned within and without  consuming my old self in such a way that there would be no turning back for me.

At first I was blind sided by everything around me because I lacked a knowing of what had occurred within me. I felt consumed by it but was yet to fully understand the true purpose of it.

The awaken heart picked up its pen to write of the fire that burned within it. Poetry flowed from the inner worlds like water from a tap of Divine love.

I of the self stepped aside to give full access to my higher self in order to write all as was being expressed within it.

Yet I still lacked a knowing of what life was giving to me to serve within.

I struggled at times to fully understand there was this lack within me that caused walls of resistance to my pain and hurt, so quickly the walls would be drawn around me as I was always seeking loves protection.

No more pain, please no more pain, my heart cannot bear to feel any more than it has already been given to me. And yet the pain remained within me and at times it felt far too much  for one too bear. Why?

Last night on the inner everything fell into place as I  recognised why the walls were put in front of me and why I tended to always feel the way I was feeling.

You see an awakened heart must release all to IT there is to be total surrender of it to IT

All is of the one love there can never be nor ever was a separation from IT

So I surrendered totally to IT, I gave my all to IT to become one within IT yet and yet I am never IT

This was an inner journey that helped me realize the error of my ways and the resistance that I had been placing in front of my pain.

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On the inner I found myself in one of my many inner homes. This home was brand new it appeared very clean with very little decoration to clutter the home. The home felt light and airy and I was very content to have this new home within the heart of God's ever giving presence.

I was looking around my new home when into my home and my space walks my ex-husband and his wife!!!

I instantly reacted because I did not want these two people in my space, it was not that I hated or carried anger towards them I just would rather they did not enter the heart of my inner home uninvited by me.

Yet there they were as large as life in my home. I turned my back on them and headed into my kitchen (clue) and started to prepare myself a hot chocolate drink. The wife followed me into the kitchen and started to tell me how she made hot chocolate drinks her way!!! I could feel this huge wall of resistance surging inside of me, I didn't want her near me nor speaking to me. Back off!!

In the same moment as I felt this wall of resistance within me  I awoke to realize that this inner experience was a test of my resistance to loving love. All is love...

With the shift in awareness I turned to towards her looking directly at her and said, "I am making a hot chocolate drink would you like one?"

She continued to share her ways of doing things  but this time I listened with a loving heart as I went ahead to make the chocolate drinks for everyone. This time I was making the drinks with love.

My ex comes into the kitchen and comes so close to me I wanted to pull away the from past pain. But again I knew the test was within the awakened heart. The same offer was made to him, would he like a hot chocolate drink?

They both left to wait in my lounge, my chocolate drink machine makes such lovely chocolate drinks. I poured everyone a mug of hot chocolate and *served* it to them both, this time it was *service with love.*

They both sipped their drinks and agreed that it was the nicest chocolate drink they had ever tasted.

The drink was made with love and this changed everything.

I now know why the wall was placed in front of me and knowing this has helped me to realize that love is always love and that we need to give up our resistance which means accepting all life as unconditional love.

It is to remember that we are a divine sparks of love within all we feel, do and express.

Some of us may talk way too much
Some of us may write way too much

Both are divine sparks of love seeking to know love Itself.

May the Blessing Be

A Little Boy Lost

My Inner Journey
Thursday, 22 April 2010

A small lonely and very misunderstood wee boy

I lay down to do my contemplation and very quickly found myself within my inner worlds.

I am Soul observing this childcare like facility. Most of the children were happy at play and the teachers in the room were giving the happy children lots of attention and encouragement.

But there was one wee boy that caught my attention, he was very much alone and one could feel a frustration within him.

This wee boy was so misunderstood; you see he was different from the other children, he had a problem with communication which meant others struggled to understand him.
His frustration would came as out bursts of anger at anyone within ear shot. His anger and lashing out meant others didn't want to be around him which only increased his frustration and loneliness.

This wee boy had painted a wonderful picture which looked like a mass of rainbow colours going everywhere. All the other children's artwork was adorning the room but not his wee boys painting, it lay on the floor in front of him.

I watched as he picked his painting up and slammed it against the wall then stood back and watched as his picture slid back down onto the floor.

He wanted his painting to hang like the other children's were.

At this point I manifested a body so I could be in the room with him. I stood along side of the wee boy and bent down to pick up his painting.

The children and teachers a like yelled out to me not to touch his picture he will scream at you he won't let anyone touch his paintings.

So I look around and saw lying against the wall a board that allowed you to stick stuff to it. As the boy watched me I moved the board in front of where he was standing.

The wee boy said nothing, he appear not to speak at all. He bent down picked up his picture and again slammed it, this time on to the sticky board. And their his painted stayed

The wee boys face lit up with a smile so big and happy at last he had been understood.

I looked at the boys picture and this image appeared beside it.

This small  very lonely and misunderstood child had drawn a picture of an inner tunnel of light and sound. With him in this tunnel was a Master holding his hand and lovingly understanding his craving to be understood.

We can be very quick to judge a situation, where is the compassion and willingness to attempt to even TRY to understand?

The End

No comment from me on this one just silence

Art Work by Eva Shari

The Inner Home and Its Song

My Journey last night:
The Inner Home and hearing this amazing ancient chant

I was on the phone talking with a man (I'm not sure with whom) about different things when I said, "The ocean tide is coming in" no sooner than these words were said when I felt my home starting to float I could feel my home moving on the water under my feet I said to the man, "My house is floating out to sea.".

And indeed this is what happened, my house simply floated gently from its foundations and drifted out into the farness of the ocean.
What happened next was my house was gently rocked by a wave and turned upside down, in an instant I felt the importance of finding my way out from being trapped in my now unturned home.
(Oddly enough my home was floating upside down in this ocean and yet inside my home everything was still the right side up?)
I quickly looked around my home thinking what out of all of my physical processions means the most to me?
I then went to a small draw and picked out my engagement ring that my husband had brought for me.. This ring meant a number of things to me.

1) Love my love
2) The ring had three diamonds (The three diamonds were symbolic of my love of SUGMAD (God) the ECK (The Holy Spirit) and the MAHANTA (The Son)
3) Lastly the ring was a complete circle of all life.

I very quickly slip the ring onto my finger (Oddly I placed the ring on the ring finger of my right hand and not the left hand?)
Then somehow instantly I found myself outside of my home. I was now observing the scene of my home floating on the ocean
At this point I noticed that my home had now split into two?? Two halves of the one whole

I tried in vain to bring the two half’s back together as one...The home was a representation of an old state of consciousness

From this point of the experience, there was an instant shift into yet another state of consciousness.
I could hear this man singing and in an instance I recognized the voice as that of ( ♥ ), his voice was amazing yes it was the inner voice of the Band ZarTraZ as I listened I noticed something strange hanging from Terry's golden guitar, there was a very strange circle of green stone with a hole in the centre then this was followed by yet another semi curved shape stone this again was then followed by some strange looking beads or ancient stones? As I watched and listen to Terry's voice it became so clear that his voice held my total attention. He started to sing in this strange inner language it was an ancient chant that we both knew and understood.
At the very bottom of the necklace type of sash around the neck of his golden guitar was a written message on a blue card. I read and connected with the words but out here I cannot recall at this point of time.

ZarTraZ a band created by Terry to help manifest more love in this outer world I had seen manifesting on the inner before it appeared out here. It is for this reason that I have been listening to the outer sound of ZarTraz because I had heard its sound on the inner months before.

Last night in this world while on Skype I experienced an out of the blue power surge through my home, all the lights and everything went out. I was left in total darkness for just a few seconds it felt as if an inner presence had passed through my outer home

http://www.zartraz.com/

I feel very connected to the video stories that Terry has been sharing about his experiences as a very expreinced Hospice Nurse.
Terry  now has terminal cancer and is patient requiring Hospice care.
My own personal journey has been to live and nurse my husband while he too lived with terminal cancer and finally left this outer world when his outer body died
(Transformed into a higher being is my word for what occurs when Soul finally leaves the outer body for the last time to dwell in the higher worlds)

http://www.youtube.com/user/tlbivona
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/TerryLeeBivona/mystory

For me my dream as shared with you all is helping me to understand the many different levels and ways we that we are able to love each other unconditionally.
We are Soul a divine spark of God
Love never dies it transcends all space and time to return time and time again for good cause which for me is;  we are here to serve in this outer world and beyond and clear and open channels of Divine Love