26/6/09
The Inner Swimming Pool
Before sleep I gave thanks for all of the love that I had received during my
day…I then followed through with a promise to myself to do a monthly spiritual
review, once completed I started to re align my lower bodies by bringing all
that I am into the centre of all that I am..I am able to feel when I am where I
need to be, it is a feeling of being love.
I left my outer body and found myself standing in front of a huge swimming
pool filled with water that was so clear, it sparkled. The edge and lining of
the pool was MAHANTA blue.
I was standing beside another person…I looked at the depth of the pool, it
seemed not to have a bottom because the surface and the apparent bottom
appeared to be almost the same, making it hard to judge just how deep the water
really was..
The task for each standing up front was to dive to the bottom of the pool
and retrieve something that lay on the bottom of the swimming pool. Where I was
standing meant the task was even harder because in front of me were shelves or
steps that lead into the water so I had to dive over the top of the steps
before diving deeper.
A hand appears and gently nudges me to one side while saying to me that
shifting from where I was currently standing would remove me from any danger of
hitting the steps when I dived into the pool. Doing this gave me clear access
to dive into the pool.
The test was a simple one, each student was asked to help to retrieve
something from the bottom of the pool and bring it back to the surface.
For some not knowing how deep the water really was left them with doubts
about the task as given…I chose to dive into the pool and so filled my lungs
with as much air as I could and then dived into the water swimming down, down
and downwards.
The items were always within sight of one but one never knew just how far
away they were.
The deeper I went the tighter my lungs became as the air in them was
starting to run out the pain set in, there was such pain streaming from my
lungs, the deeper I swam the greater was ones pain.
I reached a point within me where the pain was controlling me so much that I
craved air to breathe then the voice said to me.
“What is it that you want, God or to be released from your pain?”
O my GOD how I love thee...
We always have choice. The goal of my quest was there before me if only I
could break through the pain barrier. I knew in my heart that all the pain I
had been feeling was for a good cause, so I chose to push my body to its very limits and grab what I had
been sent to bring back to the surface.
I started to head for the surface but then realized I had missed two of the
things that I had been asked to bring back, so I turned and once more pushed my
body to the very limits of its endurance.
Once in hand I found myself instantly standing back on the edge of the
pool…I had earned my freedom to now play as I please in the pool because the
fear of it depth of pain was no longer controlling my life.
The pain had been replaced by my love for GOD.
With others who also rejoiced in my new found freedom, we dived bombed into
the pool and had such fun and laughter with the test now all behind me until
the next one that is.
Living a life filled with love is a test, there are so many levels to our
understanding of what love is and how may we serve all life within the pool of
Wisdom and Divine Love
Love is something we earn and learn from each other.
Love must be earned daily; it is a test on how we treat others
Is it with compassion or is it all about our own personal needs and desires
How we choose to treat others is how we are choosing to treat all life
And all life is GOD
Loving each other isloving GOD
Loving GOD is loving all Life
Loving HU
Tryphena
This is my personal journey into the GOD Worlds and may not truly reflect
the teachings of ECKANKAR which is my chosen spiritual path...I give thanks
with love and blessings for all gifts as given..May the Blessing BE
