The Crystal Cave of Sound

27/07/10

My deepest compassion, streams from my heart, for all that is called life, of which, we are all apart

I care and so share ~ Go to the crystal cave ~ Just ask ~

There is an inner FB that runs along side of this outer one. The inner one is very different in many ways. For me it is more real because one can feel. I realize out here we can feel for each other but on the inner there is so much more clarity and honesty.


The inner FB works with ones feelings, we connect not so much by our words, but how the heart feels...

I write because I am drawn to write

Like a moth drawn to its inner light

I cannot explain why or how for me it just is

"From the ashes of the heart’s desire, the inner child is born once more”

An inner FB book friend had posted a image of a crystal...

The crystal I can still see in my insight as I am writing; it appears to me as a crystal cave that I once knew.

The crystal cave emits sound like a tuning fork

I entered the cave and looked at the image of the crystal

It was as if the crystal spoke to me saying for me to share with another for them to go there

"Go to the crystal cave ~ One only has to ask to hear the sound within"

Under the crystals image on the inner FB,  I posted these words

That one only has to hear the sound from within

My love is real it is so very real

Many may not fully understand

All it is I am able to feel

There is no distance to what is me

Any distance felt is just not real

I write because, it needs to be

Some may seek to judge what they see

I ask for nothing in return

For all I do has been earned

I do not know why it needs to be

This stream of words that flows from me

I did not ask to feel this way

And yet this flow is here to stay

I’ve ask for nothing along the way

I am here to love as I can do

I am not here to judge any of you

An Inner Journey of Trusting Love

An Inner Journey of Trusting Love

11/2/2012

Within the lowers worlds I am learning so much as each experience is given to me to master.

What is there for me to learn?

What is there for me to give?

What is it that I have earned?

I am not in this world because I know

I am here because I have chosen to grow

I am to realize what it is, that I know

SOUL knows ALL

Such a gentle reminder to one’s self

To trust life with my heart and all my being

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On the inner I walked towards my letter box to check if I had any mail when a small fair haired boy walks across the road and with a hand outstretched he says to me

"This is payment for the milk you gave to us"

(I could not recall having done so, but there you are ~ the milk being a symbol of the Divine Love which is the ECK flow)

I accepted the money within all love as given, it appeared as coins of "Small Change" to me

The boy smiled and headed back across the road. As I ensured he crossed safely I heard a truck working a few doors up from my home. I watched as the truck driver got back into his truck then drove it along side of my home. He got out and proceeded to trim back all of my gardens trees to a height that I could managed.

 Since my husband translated trimming some of my trees has become an ongoing problem for me.

I said to the truck driver, "Why are you helping me?" His reply was, "I can see you need help"

This brought me to tears of acceptance and trust. I had so many unanswered questions in my life.

"Tryphena just know the love is with you always, just trust life to bring to you all you need."

When we choose love over power our life changes and you are never the same. I am so grateful for life loving me on ITs terms, even though at times, it may take me way beyond my current comfort zones

What can I give to life, but my love of IT and so life will be for me, as it needs to be, in the NOW

Loving HU

Tryphena

The Inner Swimming Pool

26/6/09

The Inner Swimming Pool

Before sleep I gave thanks for all of the love that I had received during my day…I then followed through with a promise to myself to do a monthly spiritual review, once completed I started to re align my lower bodies by bringing all that I am into the centre of all that I am..I am able to feel when I am where I need to be, it is a feeling of being love.

I left my outer body and found myself standing in front of a huge swimming pool filled with water that was so clear, it sparkled. The edge and lining of the pool was MAHANTA blue.

I was standing beside another person…I looked at the depth of the pool, it seemed not to have a bottom because the surface and the apparent bottom appeared to be almost the same, making it hard to judge just how deep the water really was..

The task for each standing up front was to dive to the bottom of the pool and retrieve something that lay on the bottom of the swimming pool. Where I was standing meant the task was even harder because in front of me were shelves or steps that lead into the water so I had to dive over the top of the steps before diving deeper.

A hand appears and gently nudges me to one side while saying to me that shifting from where I was currently standing would remove me from any danger of hitting the steps when I dived into the pool. Doing this gave me clear access to dive into the pool.

The test was a simple one, each student was asked to help to retrieve something from the bottom of the pool and bring it back to the surface.

For some not knowing how deep the water really was left them with doubts about the task as given…I chose to dive into the pool and so filled my lungs with as much air as I could and then dived into the water swimming down, down and downwards.

The items were always within sight of one but one never knew just how far away they were.

The deeper I went the tighter my lungs became as the air in them was starting to run out the pain set in, there was such pain streaming from my lungs, the deeper I swam the greater was ones pain.

I reached a point within me where the pain was controlling me so much that I craved air to breathe then the voice said to me.

“What is it that you want, God or to be released from your pain?”

O my GOD how I love thee...

We always have choice. The goal of my quest was there before me if only I could break through the pain barrier. I knew in my heart that all the pain I had been feeling was for a good cause,  so I chose to push my body to its very limits and grab what I had been sent to bring back to the surface.

I started to head for the surface but then realized I had missed two of the things that I had been asked to bring back, so I turned and once more pushed my body to the very limits of its endurance.

Once in hand I found myself instantly standing back on the edge of the pool…I had earned my freedom to now play as I please in the pool because the fear of it depth of pain was no longer controlling my life.

The pain had been replaced by my love for GOD.

With others who also rejoiced in my new found freedom, we dived bombed into the pool and had such fun and laughter with the test now all behind me until the next one that is.

 
Living a life filled with love is a test, there are so many levels to our understanding of what love is and how may we serve all life within the pool of Wisdom and Divine Love

Love is something we earn and learn from each other.

Love must be earned daily; it is a test on how we treat others

Is it with compassion or is it all about our own personal needs and desires

How we choose to treat others is how we are choosing to treat all life

And all life is GOD

Loving each other isloving GOD

Loving GOD is loving all Life

Loving HU

Tryphena

 
This is my personal journey into the GOD Worlds and may not truly reflect the teachings of ECKANKAR which is my chosen spiritual path...I give thanks with love and blessings for all gifts as given..May the Blessing BE

A Debt of Past Life Karma

From my inner worlds
23/02/2013

There are souls around us today who in a past life have willfully set about harming us. With the rebirth of Soul our memory of such harm toward others is kept well hidden away from our emotional harm this is done so we can get on with living our new life
What may happen with many of us is, we may start to feel strong nudges in one direction or the other and these feelings can become very unsettling and disturbing to us, without us really knowing why.
If we ask to see the connection between one soul and yourself we are often shown where the root cause of our feelings is streaming from. Sometimes we start to recall the past life and what went on back then.
Today my body was feeling super tired, so I went to lie down and listen to the HU song playing softly in the back ground.
Very soon I found myself in my inner worlds in this room with a woman I seemed to know. I am giving birth and this woman was assisting with my baby’s arrival. The women pulled so hard on my babies head that she ripped the baby’s head from its body.  I started to feel a studden shock loss of blood from my body as everything appeared to spin, the next I knew I found myself looking at the floor my body was now lying on.
I am not sure what happened to me, and even if I had lived.
I woke up back here shocked by what I had just witnessed and yet my heart still only wanted to forgive the harm this woman had done to my baby and I.
 My hearts feelings shared with me, that for some reason not known to me here, this women did not want me to have this baby and so she killed my baby.
(Was the woman's actions a willful act of jealousy, to be honest I'm not too sure)
This past life recall of mine is not meant to shock anyone, it just to show others that sometimes our nudges about others are due to a past life suffering in the hands of another souls abuse of their power and control over us.
May the Blessings Be. May Love always be my guiding light when seeing the goodness and love in my daily life experiences
After seeing such a past life event, we have a choice to forgive or not, the harm done.
Forgiveness heals our pain and loss, where once we had pain and distrust, we are free to heal with unconditional love
Karma is an interesting thread that has been woven throughout the ages of our life. The truth is, we all have a dark side to our nature as well as a loving and giving side, filled with white light.
My choice is to forgive all harm I have done towards others and to forgive all harm others have caused me. Most of all I forgive myself for any self harm