A Debt of Past Life Karma

From my inner worlds
23/02/2013

There are souls around us today who in a past life have willfully set about harming us. With the rebirth of Soul our memory of such harm toward others is kept well hidden away from our emotional harm this is done so we can get on with living our new life
What may happen with many of us is, we may start to feel strong nudges in one direction or the other and these feelings can become very unsettling and disturbing to us, without us really knowing why.
If we ask to see the connection between one soul and yourself we are often shown where the root cause of our feelings is streaming from. Sometimes we start to recall the past life and what went on back then.
Today my body was feeling super tired, so I went to lie down and listen to the HU song playing softly in the back ground.
Very soon I found myself in my inner worlds in this room with a woman I seemed to know. I am giving birth and this woman was assisting with my baby’s arrival. The women pulled so hard on my babies head that she ripped the baby’s head from its body.  I started to feel a studden shock loss of blood from my body as everything appeared to spin, the next I knew I found myself looking at the floor my body was now lying on.
I am not sure what happened to me, and even if I had lived.
I woke up back here shocked by what I had just witnessed and yet my heart still only wanted to forgive the harm this woman had done to my baby and I.
 My hearts feelings shared with me, that for some reason not known to me here, this women did not want me to have this baby and so she killed my baby.
(Was the woman's actions a willful act of jealousy, to be honest I'm not too sure)
This past life recall of mine is not meant to shock anyone, it just to show others that sometimes our nudges about others are due to a past life suffering in the hands of another souls abuse of their power and control over us.
May the Blessings Be. May Love always be my guiding light when seeing the goodness and love in my daily life experiences
After seeing such a past life event, we have a choice to forgive or not, the harm done.
Forgiveness heals our pain and loss, where once we had pain and distrust, we are free to heal with unconditional love
Karma is an interesting thread that has been woven throughout the ages of our life. The truth is, we all have a dark side to our nature as well as a loving and giving side, filled with white light.
My choice is to forgive all harm I have done towards others and to forgive all harm others have caused me. Most of all I forgive myself for any self harm